susannahjoy

today's been entirely too weird. too many mood swings. i'm really getting tired of those. i almost started crying in my first aid class cuz we were watching a video on what to do if someone has a stroke. omg, the guy didnt really have a stroke, and even if he did, who gives a fuck? i shouldn't! i mena, it's not like i know him. but yeah, i was really working at not crying. then by the time i got to medical terminology a couple hours later i was all happy and hyper and shit, i have no idea why. then i found out that i got 56 out of 50 on my test, so that was damn cool, but now i'm feeling all anxious again. not that anyone on here really cares, but meh. it all really started thsi morning when i weighed myself and realized that i've gained 10 lbs in 2 weeks, which made me so depressed i went and got a sausage biscuit with egg from mcdonalds, which was very not good cuz i'm a vegetarian most of the time so that really hurt my stomach. then i ate some donuts. then a rice crispy treat. then a cereal bar. ugh. pretty soon i'm gonna be fucking huge, which is really bad cuz then i wont get to wear my new bikini. grrs. i got work in a couple hours. that'll be interesting. hopefully. either that or it'll be really boring. but then!! after that!!! i get to go see my friend john, who's like, the coolest guy ever and i haven't seen him in a couple years, so i'm all excited about that, although he's gonna think i'm crazy, cuz i am. blech. anyway. you all suck. bye