susannahjoy

i love how all i ate yesterday was some green beans and a roll and i somehow gained two pounds. arg. i just want to be back under 120. that's all. that's not too much to ask. fucking body. it hates me as much as i hate it. grrs.

upate- i appreciate all of your suggestions and all that, but for me, it isnt really about food or weight or anything. i have an eating disorder that i dont have much control over. trust me, i know what to do to lose weight most effectively, and i know it's not what i'm doing now, but if i eat any more than this i'll go insane. no fun.