susannahjoy

update on my last entry on eating disorders- i just came across someone's profile that said they're into "raising spoiled little anorexic brats to be prom queen" or somehting along those lines. I HATE SHIT LIKE THAT!!! wtf??? anorexia isnt about being spoiled. it's about being sick. very very sick. like, enough so that about 20% of anoretics DIE from it. we are not spoiled little brats. sure, some are, but then, some people are who dont have an ed. it's not about being thin or beautiful or skinny or food or anything liket hat. it's about issues way deeper than that that manifest themselves through food and eating and not eating. i just cant believe how stupid some people are. if i had cnacer everyone would feel bad for me. but because i have anorexia it's my fault cuz i'm just vain. fucking bastards.