ok, so. here's the deal. i wanna be a suicide girl dammit, but i dont know any photographers that could take my pictures (my sil law is a photographer, but um, no.) and id ont know how to be sexy. i know, that sounds stupid. but, really... i dont... i've been a tomboy most of my life. i dont even know how to put on...
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williamj:
if you apply to be a sg and make it through the first few stages, maybe they can send out a remote photographer is you live close to las angeles where sg is based. i really dont have any idea what they are looking for in sets. i took 3 for member aanya and they all got rejected by this site. you might talk to your sister in law some about what looks good in photos and maybe gets some ideas from her with out telling her what you are going to do. also im sure some people in the hopefuls group would be willing to help.
hopesfall:
18 months till me ex-girlfriend gets back from iraq, she is in the national gaurd that is why she is going there 
i got a job interview later today. andi have to go by the doctor's office and pick up some drugs. they'll cost $10 (we have kick ass insurance). my mom left me a 50. hell yeah. too bad i'd feel too guilty about spending that money on myself... i'll bring her back the exact change. grrs. anyway. wish me luck!!!
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fallen_star:
Good luck!!! Knock them dead.....lol.
no:
Good Luck!! 
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chad1:
yeah it is, i'm working on learning to control my money spending habits cause they're all crazy go nuts.
rephrased:
Hey, thanks for the journal-hugs. I was needing some. As for your boy, yeah, he's okay-looking, but you can do better. Especially with the sexy glasses in your pics, maybe the blue hair again, you'd have every boy in California on his knees begging. I say trade up. Oh, and as for the dark-haired girl in his pictures, she's kinda plain. She's got nothing on you.
ok, so, i go in the bathroom and there's a big muddy footprint on the wall in the shower. what the hell was my brother doing to get a big muddy footprint on the side of the wall? for one thing, it's just gross that his feet were that dirty. weird.
and i really feel sick. no more taking vitamins and stackers and calcium and...
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krim:
yipes ulcers are the sucks but hey body image is good too so idunno. Its a tough decision. Yea emptyness sucks. There must be a way to fix it! Help me help you. Help me help you. meh idunno. What kinda dog do ya have?
klonopin_chugger:
dude isn't stackers the equivelent of speed? uh and as for the muddy footprint maybe it's some sort of powerful political statement......or maybe not. hope you're dog gets well!
hmm, i just got a call from kohls. apparently my interview is tomorrow, not next week like i thought it was for some reason. which is cool, cuz next week i have school, so this really works out much better. now i just hope that i get it...
homocideboy:
what kinda lemonade
i shouldn't be allowed to shave my legs. i'm way too clumsy. maybe i shoudl invest in some nair... there'd probably be less blood that way. i love my new shower though!!!
last night i couldn't sleep. which i was expecting, but eh. so why do i feel so energetic now?
ryah:
ramen without the powdery nastyness.
doesnt he understand how much he's hurtin gme? i moved 2500 miles away from home to be with him and after 6 months he dumps me. he just needed some time alone. right. before i even move back here he's already got another girlfirend, who he's fucking. and now he's telling me how he still really loves to think about me? wtf? great, so he'll...
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itsalivemedia:
again, hang in there
visthae:
hey sweety..
i know you don't know me, so my opinion may not matter to you, but i went through one of the worst breakups known to mankind.. it's been nearly a year and i'm still hurting over it.. so i'm not here to tell you that it's easy to get over, or to just forget about it, cuz you can't, and you won't, not for awhile, but i'm here to offer you something i didn't have.. that's an escape from that reality.. a way of letting things out.. if you so choose to..
they say it's easier to tell a stranger something personal, and strangers give the best advice, because their opinions aren't bias towards you..
but what do i know..
just sayin.. if you wanna talk.. there's always someone that wants to listen..
i'm sure you've made many friends on this site alone that care for you..
and you've just made another..
ryan
nevermore
i know you don't know me, so my opinion may not matter to you, but i went through one of the worst breakups known to mankind.. it's been nearly a year and i'm still hurting over it.. so i'm not here to tell you that it's easy to get over, or to just forget about it, cuz you can't, and you won't, not for awhile, but i'm here to offer you something i didn't have.. that's an escape from that reality.. a way of letting things out.. if you so choose to..
they say it's easier to tell a stranger something personal, and strangers give the best advice, because their opinions aren't bias towards you..
but what do i know..
just sayin.. if you wanna talk.. there's always someone that wants to listen..
i'm sure you've made many friends on this site alone that care for you..
and you've just made another..
ryan
nevermore
my jaw hurts so fucking badly. ow! it's the kind of pain that makes you sick to your stomach. and all i have is motrin. ugh. this sux.
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painangel:
I'm so jealous I am trying to teach myself. Now we can practice though...
hammersmith:
:: Desperately struggles not to make a joke about possible causes for jaw pains ::
No, but in all seriousness, I hope you feel better.
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No, but in all seriousness, I hope you feel better.
[Edited on Jan 21, 2004 10:21PM]
so, shower is still dismantled so i had to use the icky bathroom this morning and that sucked, but eh, at least i'm clean. i'm hyper and sleepy at the same time right now and it's really confusing my body. dont expect me to make much sense. cuz, i dont think i can. not that i ever do anyway, but eh. i think i need...
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tallguy:
hehe, glad you're happy to get IMed...
-tallguy a.k.a. frobot
-tallguy a.k.a. frobot
holymackerel:
no sour? already too sweet i guess huh *l wow... that was really cheesy... sorry
hmm, apparently i write like a felon.
http://encarta.msn.com/encnet/features/Columns/?Article=handwriting10secrets
http://encarta.msn.com/encnet/features/Columns/?Article=handwriting10secrets
FUCK!!!
ok, now that i have your attention, i have a question. i know how to fall in love, now how can i fall out of love? i'm having some troubles with this one...
ok, now that i have your attention, i have a question. i know how to fall in love, now how can i fall out of love? i'm having some troubles with this one...
a_plan:
this is what worked for me.
i finally admited to myself that they were a total asshole to me. and i just loved this idea of who they were. an idea that had become totally make believe.
then i cut my hair and moved to california.
but you're already in cali. maybe you could just cut you're hair. a new chapter in your life needs new hair.
ps. how did you stumble across my journal. you were the first to comment on my first entry.
i finally admited to myself that they were a total asshole to me. and i just loved this idea of who they were. an idea that had become totally make believe.
then i cut my hair and moved to california.
but you're already in cali. maybe you could just cut you're hair. a new chapter in your life needs new hair.
ps. how did you stumble across my journal. you were the first to comment on my first entry.
hammersmith:
I find the only thing that works for me is finding someone else to lavish my affections on. But part of that is because I get way more attatched to significant others than I think normal people do.