Wednesday Feb 16, 2005

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when people let you down how are you supposed to know when they're just being assholes or if you're just expecting too much?
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keltdruid:
exactly!!
dr_zoidberg:
It is too much to expect from humans to act the way they are programed to. It's hard, I know.

Wednesday Feb 16, 2005

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the real problem, of course, is that some days i dont care about getting fat. it is on these days that i end up sabatoging everything i'm working so hard for.
dr_zoidberg:
Who told you that you need to lose weight? I like you as you are.
intrigue:
Hey! Thank you for saying 'hi' to me in the ED group smile It is reassuring to know that there is support for me somewhere if I ever get too deep into a relapse. Hang in there, and keep those demons at bay!

Wednesday Feb 16, 2005

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i have to pee.
our housecleaner lady is vacuming the kitchen.
it stills feels weird to say that.
we're not rich or anything.
my parents are second grade teachers.
when i was young we used to buy one set of unisex clothes from garage sales for my oldest brother, and then pass it on to the other three kids.
i dont remember being hungry though....
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Tuesday Feb 15, 2005

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so yeah. i've been busy! last night i stayed up all late talking to my sister in law about my sister. then this morning i was watching the dog show and i felt kinda guilty so i played with my dog for a good 20 mins or so (which is really hard. he's very tough and very strong), then gave him a bath, which he...
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dr_zoidberg:
Speaking of dogs, my puppies are growing so fast! They have almost doubled in size!
hockeyjunkie:
hehe...loved the added *coughcough* there.

I know how it sounded when I said seeing him would make me the happiest girl ever, but it's not in that way. I just love being able to see old friends, you know? But it is nice to know one of my friends wouldn't completely hate me for taking a risk in my ever-so-boring life...

Tuesday Feb 15, 2005

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my sister in law called last night to talk to me about abby. we talked for like an hour. i really needed that. i feel much better about the whole situation now. i'm very grateful to have the family that i do have. even when one member totally fucks up there's always someone else to make it better.
stacie:
not really, i have a friend who is terrified of birds. apparantly this stems from her having to watch hitchcock's "the birds" in high school.

Monday Feb 14, 2005

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what the hell? i was talking to nick and we were all like 'valentines day sux' and then he said 'well how about you be my valentine! i can drive up there and we can hang out and stuff' so i said that'd be great so he said 'maybe when i catch up on sleep in another 36 hours or so.' he asked to come...
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jbone:
People should mean what they say.
zyryx:
what an asshole, cut him loose

Sunday Feb 13, 2005

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i've always wanted to be close to my sister. i've tried, but we're just too different or something. she never talks to me. i was th elast person to find out that she's pregnant. my cousin (my marriage, not even by blood) was there with her when she found out. my other cousin found out shortly afterwards. then more recently my grandmother, my aunt, all...
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sliggy:
She may not need you now, But she will always want you there, and I am sure you will always be there for her. There might still be a time to come when she will need you. When the baby comes, she will need all the help she can get, especially if she will remain a single parent. Why do you think the two of you are not close? I am glad that she is taking care of herself, though. That's a good thing at least. wink kiss

Saturday Feb 12, 2005

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so my 18 year old sister is 5 months pregnant. she just told us today. apparently the father is some navy guy who changed his number once he found out. asshole. i'm not too surprised though. abby's very sweet when she wants to be, but she's kinda immature like that. hopefully she grows up quickly.
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dr_zoidberg:
I hope she does fine. She is quite young to not be seriously having a kid.
sliggy:
I am sorry the father is treating her that way. That is appalling. frown

He should be easy to track down if he TRULY is a navy man (or boy).

I wish her the best of luck.

Wednesday Feb 09, 2005

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it seems like i always only get three comment on each journal. come on people! i like comments. 4 would be jsut grand.
anyway.
i feel better today. no throwing up or anything. me and nick were going to hang out, but then he coulnd't ( iwasnt surprised. i was kinda expecting not to see him actually) but then he said that he'd be willing...
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hockeyjunkie:
yes, on our way from nevada to oregon, we will stop by tehachapi. *giggles* turn a 12 hour drive into a weekend excursion....

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waxangel:
Eh, money's tight, but it was mostly just that it was 5 a.m. and I haven't been grocery shopping. I've certainly been through worse. Hell, this morning I even found some Ramen in the cabinet. biggrin

Tuesday Feb 08, 2005

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puke
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hockeyjunkie:
if it hadn't of been such a dramatically crazy night the night before, i would have been much more talkative to you. i'm really sorry for that, but right then was a bad time to see me. i hope you're doing well. it would have been nice to see you if i hadn't of been such an emotional basketcase right at that moment. okay. talk to you later...maybe...
Ciao, Rox
cece:
hope you're okay.

Monday Feb 07, 2005

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so my weekend sucked. some people were assholes, some acted as though i didnt exist (despite knowing me and being "friends" with me for about 10 years), i lost all the card games and monopoly that i played, and oh yeah, after having decided that i really love john he tells me that he cant be with me right now because he's still in love...
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sliggy:
Wow, I am sorry things didn't go the way you wanted them to, I wish you had a better weekend. At least you told him how you felt. frown

I had a really, really fast weekend. I hung out at my friends house on Friday and we just had a Halo contest with 8 people. Then on Saturday I went to a kickboxing tournament. Then Sunday I went to my buddy's Superbowl party and over stuffed myself with good food. biggrin
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