Well I saw the cliff. Walked right to the edge and looked down. It would be easy wouldnt it? Jumping would end all the pain. I wish I was weak enough for that. I like my life too much. I love what I do. So my love has left me, got no choice but to face it head on. Ive dealt with worse and have room for more scars. I will always love her and respect her, but I have no choice. Ive got to let go. She isnt my captive, not my toy. I just wish she was honest. 
For all you ladies out there bored in a relationship I can offer a few words of advice.
BE HONEST.
If you look at a guy and are attracted to him go tell your man. Give him a chance to deal with it, to get mad, to fight for you, to leave you. If your love is fading then tell him. Im sure he notices it too, then decide if its worth fighting for together. Honesty is the one thing that a lover deserves.
If you are going to give your soul to someone you have to be able to trust its keep.
She was never honest with meand wasnt honest with herself. This had no choice but to destroy us and give birth to a serious doubt in me.
Honest women just do not exist.
Women that are comfortable with themselves are almost extinct.
Our culture has raised insecure and emotionally battered women. This website is home to prime examples. I know a lot of women who would like to blame men for thisbut I dont think its true. Women put a lot of the recent stresses on them selves. They have created this ideal life in their minds that they are always searching for. The live worried that they are missing out on their dreams. Who knows, maybe they are right. Maybe it is true.
I just know that I never wanted to hold her back...be in the way of her greatness. She has so much beauty and untapped potential inside her that will be amazing when found.
I just wanted to be there when it happened. Thats selfish I knowbut she was there for mine. She caused it. I will love her to my grave for thatfor all of this.
I swallow hard, breathe into the cold hollow, and wish her good luck as I turn from the cliff and walk away. Maybe I can making a living writing hallmark cards. chuckle
For all you ladies out there bored in a relationship I can offer a few words of advice.
BE HONEST.
If you look at a guy and are attracted to him go tell your man. Give him a chance to deal with it, to get mad, to fight for you, to leave you. If your love is fading then tell him. Im sure he notices it too, then decide if its worth fighting for together. Honesty is the one thing that a lover deserves.
If you are going to give your soul to someone you have to be able to trust its keep.
She was never honest with meand wasnt honest with herself. This had no choice but to destroy us and give birth to a serious doubt in me.
Honest women just do not exist.
Women that are comfortable with themselves are almost extinct.
Our culture has raised insecure and emotionally battered women. This website is home to prime examples. I know a lot of women who would like to blame men for thisbut I dont think its true. Women put a lot of the recent stresses on them selves. They have created this ideal life in their minds that they are always searching for. The live worried that they are missing out on their dreams. Who knows, maybe they are right. Maybe it is true.
I just know that I never wanted to hold her back...be in the way of her greatness. She has so much beauty and untapped potential inside her that will be amazing when found.
I just wanted to be there when it happened. Thats selfish I knowbut she was there for mine. She caused it. I will love her to my grave for thatfor all of this.
I swallow hard, breathe into the cold hollow, and wish her good luck as I turn from the cliff and walk away. Maybe I can making a living writing hallmark cards. chuckle
i agree that our culture breeds insecure and emotionally battered women. and i don't think it's enterily "man's" fault either. most female angst stems from the false ideals we're dumb enough to buy into. but that's besides the point.
sucks to hear you got dumped. i know how you feel and i hope you feel better.