surah

Sometimes we feel that way to understand that our goals we had for ourselves just where not what we needed or not up to the standards we now have. We change so much in our personalities from year to year. things change and move in circles so things will get better
^_^

Your almost 21 but thats so young especially if you think about how long a year really is. ^_^

wow thank you for sharing all that in a public blog. From a psych standpoint it says a lot about you, but I think one of the best things it says is your mindset is open.
You just have to live life for yourself. I know its hard but do what makes you happy regardless of what parents family or friends think. Live and love life ^_^