superstarcsb

I got excited for a minute when I saw her diary entry, and it said "come to me". Silly me, I thought it was a message to me. I can only wish...

Anyway...I'm home from work now. It went okay I guess. I didn't pass out or anything. I stayed an extra hour later. That way I can work an hour less on Sunday so I have more time to do my pizzas. So I don't have to work until 11am on Saturday. I just wish I had something or someone to hang out with tonight. I know who I want to hang out with, but I know it will never happen. Yeah..I know she's a big girl and everything and she can handle things on her own, but I still worry about her. I think about her night and day and think where she is and what she's doing. I think of how I have a dream that I could be doing those things with her. I just have these fears of certain things she's doing, but I guess it's none of my business really. I just know that I will share everything with you, and I have nothing to hide anymore. There's nothing for me to be ashamed of. I am who I am. And if I ever do anything, I won't hide it from you. I just wanted you to know that. I'll be right here waiting for you.