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I got pretty trashed last night, and spent a lot of time being all introspective and shit.

To wit:

1) I'm actually a pretty cool guy. People had been telling me that for years, but now I believe it!

2) Tanya wasn't any good to or for me. It's a good thing, in the long run, that she didn't want me.

3) I wasn't as...
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Wow. I can't believe I'm still awake.

So, I'm now looking for a house by myself. On the wierd side, My self-esteem is rising. I realize I deserve better than Tanya. I'm starting to think I'm actually an all right guy. Oh, and Kristen said I was a "6" (looks, on a scale of 1-10), which helped a bunch.

I'm signed up for class- Writing...
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Well, it's been days with no response. Time to give up. Elizabeth, you're going in my registry of girls that I wanted but couldn't work up the balls to do anything meaningful about.

Coliwali and are no longer going to be living together. I almost think I feel worse right now than when Tanya didn't want to go out with me.

Possibly a very bad idea, but....

HaskAlmighty actually went to the effort to track down all of the Elizabeths in the Fine Arts department at the local U, and sure enough, her e-mail address and phone # are in it. So I dropped her an e-mail.

It should probably be noted that I asked almost everyone for advice on that. And I still feel like...
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Wow, I had a wierd day.

I got to work in a FOUL mood. I had a pretty bad day at work. But, at the end of the day, we got our paychecks, and mine had a $200 bonus attached (which is wierd, it not being the end of the quarter or anything).

So then I go to the Loft (a local theater) and saw...
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I don't really have much to say here. I think I'm getting somewhat better at talking to girls.

Last Friday Kristen (554lizards, below) and I went drinking, her with her new bf, and me alone. But some her friends dropped in, and I met a charming French student who seemed to think I was pretty amusing.

My new bike already has a flat.

Just took my bike out for its first recreational spin. My thighs started hurting about 2 miles in, I started to fall apart after 3. So it's gonna take some practice before I can use it as my primary mode of transportation. I think my new plan is going to be to ride it every night until I get my balance and some muscles back....
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Well, I'm getting my shoulder back on the wheel. I'm picking out classes, cleaning, paying bills, etc. Getting a LOT of shit taken care of at work. Not that I'll get rewarded for my labor.

It still frustrates me that no matter how much I work at it, I can't develop anything of a love life.

I'm not THAT bad looking, I'm smart, I'm sensitive,...
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Updated my picture with something a little bit A) Better Looking and B) More Representative of my current look.

It's not a great picture, but I look allright in it.

My hair's bluer than that though.

Um, I don't know what to say. I'm still alive, just haven't been spending a lot of time online at home.

Tanya has left town, and the friend who betrayed me over her I've kicked out of my life as much as possible.

The stupid thing is, I'd take him back if I thought he felt remorse over his actions, but, well, since he claims...
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