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I'm *REALLY* fucking depressed. I need a girlfriend in the worst way. I'm *THIS* close to the edge here.
squishylizards:
and, what do i say to this?
why don't you go see a doctor? if it's that bad....girls will not help you not be depressed. they usually just make things worse
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Rollerderby was fun.

Not hearing from Beth was not.

Morganna might come up NEXT weekend.

Coliwali took me to go buy food.

I'm still pretty damn depressed.
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I'm tired of sleeping in an empty bed, night after night after night.

I'm tired of the subtle lack of respect from everyone.

I'm tired of not knowing what it's like.

I'm tired of seeing everyone else all happy and giggly.

I'm tired of having the girl I'm crushing out on start treating me just a little worse when whatever guy SHE's crushing out on...
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squishylizards:
hmm, anything that i could say to you right now here i guess i could just say out loud.
eponine:
frown suck. about being broke and about all of that.
you can come work for me, i'll pay you 5 dollars a month and you can live in my creepy basement...cause sadly, there is already someone living on the back porch.
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Man, I need to not write when I'm drunk off my ass.

Feeling much better today- it's amazing what 12 hours of sleep and a long hot bubble bath will do for a guy.

Of course, my basic situation hasn't changed any. But I'm back to not being quite as worried about it.

So now I wait around for:
Tanya to possibly call.
Morganna said...
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calmer_than_you:
hehe, bubble bath...
supergp:
Well, feces. None of these people called. Melanie called to invite me to go watch Buffy, however, so I'm gonna go do that.
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So now I'm sitting around waiting on any number of girls to call me back. I called Tanya, left a message on her machine. Tried calling Beth, got her voice mail again. Called Morganna, she's gonna call me back this weekend. Called Kristen, she must be out somewhere or asleep or something. Called Melanie, she's busy, but will call me tomorrow.

Damnit. Most of my...
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calmer_than_you:
i meant i'd give you some loving, lol...
eponine:
whoa...you talk to girls now?
i miss so much when i...go to work.
having days off was so cool.
p.s. i think you're cool.
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*checks answering machine*

Flashing 0.

Shit.
coliwali:
Ill look at them when I get back.
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Shit. I figured this journal would either be one of those long depressing Geoff-is-never-going-to-get-laid rambles or one of those short little giddy numbers. This is because I called Beth.

Sadly, I got her voice mail instead. Oh well.
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squishylizards:
craptacular
calmer_than_you:
i'll do you dude, biggrin
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So, I guess Tanya's coming to town. She's supposed to call me here shortly. I still have no idea what the hell to say.
squishylizards:
i gave you my two cents, at least on what not to say.
calmer_than_you:
i am drunk,... and i think i have found a shit ton stuff to right about.... but none of it is based on good emotions... HAHHA oh shit...
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I'm up much later than I should be on a day in which I have to get up in about 5 hours to get ready for work. Especially since I have a paper I have to write in class after work, and I need to do a lot more research for.

And you know what? Worth it totally. Squishy came over and we watched Almost...
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coliwali:
Thats all folks!!
coliwali:
We dont need commentary.