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I guess X-Men 3 has a new director- and it starts with "J" and ends with "oss Whedon". So that makes me happy.

Back on the armchair psychoanalysis trip, I think my problem with a few girls is that they've liked me too much. That they knew I was just TOO good of a guy, and thought they weren't good enough.

And maybe they were...
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Wheee....amateur psychoanalysis seems to be the evening's theme.

Malcolm: "You know, you ain't quite right."

River: "It's the popular theory."

Yeah, there's definetly something wrong with me. I'm not sure seeing a pshrink is the answer, but I know there's a problem there, and that's a start.

I feel really shitty about squishylizards' crush. I told her that the guy would still be interested when...
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Going down to SV tomorrow with Melanie and Coliwali. Don't know when I'll be back. Possibly Saturday, possibly I'll stay down there overnight. We'll see.

I just bought bleach, so I'm going to re-dye my hair tonight.

I'll probably also think some more about D20 rules and drink some rum and coke. This seems likely. Also, video games.

Still in a good mood. I should...
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Well, I had like the wierdest dream ever last night. It was somehow simultaneously a sexual fantasy and a nightmare. Really creepy- I woke up turned on AND freaked out in the middle of the night. The wierd thing is, it was about a fictional character whom I really don't find attractive. (Since I know someone will ask, Harmony from Buffy: the Vampire Slayer)

One...
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Well, Melanie, Coliwali and I went to a BBQ/party last night.

And you know? I actually had fun. Me. At a party.

Of course, I got pretty damn drunk, but I still had fun.

Geoff is sick. I've now taken 2 of the last 3 days off.

I guess I'm gonna go catch up with squishylizards tomorrow and Melanie and her friends on Friday, but I'm not sure how I'm going to feel for any of that.

Plus, I'm only getting a 2-day weekend, since I'll be working Labor Day.

I hope I feel better tomorrow. It's been quite...
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Shit. I had a nice, long journal entry all written out, and IE ate it.

Morganna brought my arcade machine up from SV on Saturday, which is awesome. I love the machine, and I've got hundreds of games on it already. The marquee art I ordered for it looks very good, especially with the flourescent light behind it. Plus, getting to see Morganna again is...
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Well, my folks loaned me some cash, and one of my outstanding loans looks like it's going to get paid off in part, so I'm not as broke as I feared.

You know, the thing I hate most about being desperate is that it causes me to treat my friends a little worse than I want to.

But, today's a shinier day in the Life...
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Went to class. Looks like the political philosophy class is being taught by the world most boring instructor. The calc instructor looks like an excitable geek, though, so at least that shouldn't be too bad.

I'm like totally broke as I write this. I've got somewhere around $150 to my name. And I'm staring at a $300+ power bill. And rent's due next week. Crap....
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First off, thanks Melanie.

Secondly, I'm feeling somewhat better. I'm going to sign up for class tonight, having procured permission to get out of work early, and gotten my parents to loan me the money I need.

So, a little bit less depressed.