hmmm... today wasn't bad so far...
work, not bad. had an honest chat with my boss about how i hated it there... and needed to move on. he was very understanding.
a co-worker dropped her car key in the storm drain... so i took a break to help her out... she got it back!
went out for indian food with a couple friends... and we...
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work, not bad. had an honest chat with my boss about how i hated it there... and needed to move on. he was very understanding.
a co-worker dropped her car key in the storm drain... so i took a break to help her out... she got it back!
went out for indian food with a couple friends... and we...
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is it too much for me to ask for you to be civil to me?
fuck, it's like i beat you or something...
you turn you head and walk away like i don't fucking exist.
we spent five fucking years together day in, day out...
and now you pretend i don't exist...
over what?
the fact that i didn't do what you wanted,
when you...
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fuck, it's like i beat you or something...
you turn you head and walk away like i don't fucking exist.
we spent five fucking years together day in, day out...
and now you pretend i don't exist...
over what?
the fact that i didn't do what you wanted,
when you...
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mamabunny:
Ello Love
audio:
my zombie move was good. now im gonna make some vegetarian burritos. its good to hear that youre hanging in there. i wouldnt want you to let go and fall. heheee. 
last night went alright... i ended up going out with one of my friends and his girlfriend (who's really cool...). i had wanted to go out to a bar, but we decided on coffee instead... it's ok, though... 'cause i drove and i knew if we ended up at a bar i was going to want to get smashed... and i don't drive drunk so......
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csilla:
damn, how much i wish i could go out with you to have those drinks! maybe someday
i'm glad you had an ok time last night
i'm glad you had an ok time last night
audio:
yeah for coffee when alcohol is unavailable.
so im thinking of starting of starting a save audio fund...interested in contributing??? hehee
so im thinking of starting of starting a save audio fund...interested in contributing??? hehee
today, started out slowly... really slowly. less than 2 hours of sound sleep. then 8 hours of work... (how are you feeling today mamabunny?)
work today, one of the big-wig specialists was there and she's been giving us shit lately, but she was incredibly nice to me today... she was halfway out the door when she turned around and came back to talk to me...
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work today, one of the big-wig specialists was there and she's been giving us shit lately, but she was incredibly nice to me today... she was halfway out the door when she turned around and came back to talk to me...
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schoolgirl:
Hi, you are so sweet, thanks for thinking of me. i'm doing okay today. I managed to really do the smile all week thing.
If you do go out, drink some beer for me, and please have fun, doll.
i hope you are doing well and I wish you some
If you do go out, drink some beer for me, and please have fun, doll.
i hope you are doing well and I wish you some
csilla:
hehe i was wondering what that was with the one line, but i agreed hehe.
how did the going out go? i never ended up going out but i partied by myself. go me.
so we never finished talking about those kids of ours!
xo csilla
ps i wrote you a testimonial
how did the going out go? i never ended up going out but i partied by myself. go me.
so we never finished talking about those kids of ours!
xo csilla
ps i wrote you a testimonial
today was a weird day... i saw a cute girl shopping today and she smiled at me, and i smiled back... and i wanted to talk to her... but i couldn't for some reason.
for the first time in awhile, though... i didn't feel bad for looking at other girls... does that mean i might finally be realizing that it's really over between me and...
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for the first time in awhile, though... i didn't feel bad for looking at other girls... does that mean i might finally be realizing that it's really over between me and...
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schleprock:
Hang in there. Thanks for the message in groups.
rxqueen:
haha yes!
move to the city, and tell me the boys im with are assholes! i need someone to do that!
have a good weekend sweetnessssss
xoxox
move to the city, and tell me the boys im with are assholes! i need someone to do that!
have a good weekend sweetnessssss
xoxox
not much to report.
yesterday was pleasantly uneventful. i didn't even try to call anyone, because i knew nobody was around... so, i just resigned myself to sitting here looking for jobs and finishing up another resume...
my little sister came over for a little while, and i tried to give her a good appreciation for the music i listen to... you gotta catch them...
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yesterday was pleasantly uneventful. i didn't even try to call anyone, because i knew nobody was around... so, i just resigned myself to sitting here looking for jobs and finishing up another resume...
my little sister came over for a little while, and i tried to give her a good appreciation for the music i listen to... you gotta catch them...
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rxqueen:
bah stupid internet and its double posting
[Edited on Oct 02, 2003]
[Edited on Oct 02, 2003]
rxqueen:
i saw thrice for the first time last year when they toured with Coheed & Cambria, HWM and theSTART.
i saw them again this year on their tour with the used and my chemical romance.
god, i fall in love with them everytime i see them.
my ex boyfriend got his nose broken in a Thrice pit.
heh hardcore ferreal!
i saw them again this year on their tour with the used and my chemical romance.
god, i fall in love with them everytime i see them.
my ex boyfriend got his nose broken in a Thrice pit.
heh hardcore ferreal!
yesterday sucked. not just because my friend cancelled out on me, because he got stuck working late... not just because i ended up going out alone again and not finding anyone to talk to... not just because i just don't feel like doing anything i ever wanted to do before... not because my car is making funny noises... not because i can't get my mind...
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fading:
The only stupid thing I ever did in past relationships is get stepped on. When you find the "it" girl it's fucking magic. Hard to do though. Took me a while.
mamabunny:
hey
ive got my computer hooked up.
its too bad i missed you tonight but i
cant wait till our next chat.
Al buen entendedor
pocas palabras basta.
-Lindsey
ive got my computer hooked up.
its too bad i missed you tonight but i
cant wait till our next chat.
Al buen entendedor
pocas palabras basta.
-Lindsey
not much to report yet today... kept myself busy with all sorts of tasks like laundry, banking and bill paying... tonight i'm off to a friend's house for a night of drinking and wrenching on his car project...
i'm going more for the drinking part.
also, found a online posting for another job... put together the resume and stuff for that, just in case data...
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i'm going more for the drinking part.
also, found a online posting for another job... put together the resume and stuff for that, just in case data...
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schoolgirl:
thanks, Hope to get you to smile too. maybe the drinking part might help.
jora:
I find myself thinking of you at least once a day and send you good positive energy. That's kind of weird, because we don't post that often to each other. But, when I first came across you and started reading your posts, I felt like we are kindred spirits. I connect with so much of what you say.
Sorry your night of numbing didn't happen. All I can offer is a e-hug to you. *HUG*
Goodnight.
Sorry your night of numbing didn't happen. All I can offer is a e-hug to you. *HUG*
Goodnight.
the interview went pretty well... they said they'd be contacting me after they contacted my references with info. on temp to hire data entry positions that were open.
so, the lady kept saying that i was well qualified and that she was happy to help place such well qualified people... it made me smile... but, i hope i can live up to her expectations...
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so, the lady kept saying that i was well qualified and that she was happy to help place such well qualified people... it made me smile... but, i hope i can live up to her expectations...
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drunkpunk:
Still thinkin about ya, dude 
Chin up, and take care!
And i hope you get that job too!
[Edited on Sep 30, 2003]
Chin up, and take care!
And i hope you get that job too!
[Edited on Sep 30, 2003]
csilla:
yay! i am so happy you did well on the interview!! i hope it all works out! when someone asks me that question i usually say "no i understood everything", so they feel they did a good job with the interview, and they see that you listen and understand what they are saying. i dont know, thats my stupid logic. of course when it actually comes time for it, i freeze up and say "uh...no" lol. go me.
as for my day, i got a tattoo today! its so hot. i will have to post some pictures soon and i am so excited about the care bear!!!
have you ever thought of maybe just emailing her as a friend? just to be like hey how are you? but making sure its not like a "i want you back" kind of email? this all depends on when you guys broke up though. if it was very recent, i would wait a while, just cause its too hard and all that. maybe you can find out how she is doing through friend if you are really worried. but if its been a while then email her. my bf and his ex email eachother all the time now, just to see how they are doing. they waited like a year though. but i feel that no matter what, that person will always have a connection to you and you will always care about them one way or another. so just keep it peaceful by being kinda friends. but then this is all coming from a person in a non monogamous relationship hehe (not my choice though)
LOL this has to be my longest comment to a journal entry in history!!!! your a very special person cause i usually do like one liners! but i am a big relationship person, so you will always find me talking so in depth about this shit. i am also a hopeless romantic
sorry for the novel. i'm so glad your day went fairly well
as for my day, i got a tattoo today! its so hot. i will have to post some pictures soon
and i am so excited about the care bear!!!
have you ever thought of maybe just emailing her as a friend? just to be like hey how are you? but making sure its not like a "i want you back" kind of email? this all depends on when you guys broke up though. if it was very recent, i would wait a while, just cause its too hard and all that. maybe you can find out how she is doing through friend if you are really worried. but if its been a while then email her. my bf and his ex email eachother all the time now, just to see how they are doing. they waited like a year though. but i feel that no matter what, that person will always have a connection to you and you will always care about them one way or another. so just keep it peaceful by being kinda friends. but then this is all coming from a person in a non monogamous relationship hehe (not my choice though)
LOL this has to be my longest comment to a journal entry in history!!!! your a very special person cause i usually do like one liners! but i am a big relationship person, so you will always find me talking so in depth about this shit. i am also a hopeless romantic
sorry for the novel. i'm so glad your day went fairly well
what a crappy weekend. all i wanted to do was see my friend who was up from virgina beach for the weekend for a wedding... but, she was too busy with wedding crap! all weekend i waited for her to call. friday she called and said the rehearsal stuff was running late and she'd hopefully call me sat. after the wedding. so, i went out...
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mamabunny:
Blue-
Blue, songs are like tattoos
You know i've been to sea betore
Crown and anchor me
Or let me sail away
Hey blue, here is a song for you
Ink on a pin
Underneath the skin
An empty space to fill in
Well there're so many sinking now
You've got to keep thinking
You can make it thru these waves
Acid, booze, and ass
Needles, guns, and grass
Lots of laughs, lots of laughs
Everybody's saying that hell's the hippest way to go
Well i don't think so
But i'm gonna take a look around it though
Blue, i love you
Blue, here is a shell for you
Inside you'll hear a sigh
A foggy lullaby
There is your song from me
-Joni Mitchell
This song makes me happy and always helps me back on my feet.
~Lindsey
Blue, songs are like tattoos
You know i've been to sea betore
Crown and anchor me
Or let me sail away
Hey blue, here is a song for you
Ink on a pin
Underneath the skin
An empty space to fill in
Well there're so many sinking now
You've got to keep thinking
You can make it thru these waves
Acid, booze, and ass
Needles, guns, and grass
Lots of laughs, lots of laughs
Everybody's saying that hell's the hippest way to go
Well i don't think so
But i'm gonna take a look around it though
Blue, i love you
Blue, here is a shell for you
Inside you'll hear a sigh
A foggy lullaby
There is your song from me
-Joni Mitchell
This song makes me happy and always helps me back on my feet.
~Lindsey
runholden:
Hold on...3 other friends, for a grand totoal of four?...ok, if i count my cd player I have two friends...one if I can't count relatives...and that one is electronic. I am envious.
I totally should have gone back to the record store to talk with that girl, but...insert poor, sad excuse here... I guess I figure that A) she is WAY out of my league, B) she get hit on ALL the time at work and I really don't want to be THAT guy.
I totally should have gone back to the record store to talk with that girl, but...insert poor, sad excuse here... I guess I figure that A) she is WAY out of my league, B) she get hit on ALL the time at work and I really don't want to be THAT guy.
If you ever get the chance to see the aquabats live you should. Way fun.
I bet "erotic Survior" had better looking women than what is left on the current survior cast though.