superficial

8/9/2005 - 5:01 AM

(the following lines in quotes were written)
after waking
from a dream
involving a
self-destructive
musician who
was tortured
by his inner
demons
and afraid
of common
insects.
he was smashing
his guitar on
his back
to kill the
bugs that
were biting
him.
the brilliance
of his
musical genius
was overwhelmed
by his sense
of torture.

"as i lie here
filled with the most
incredible sadness

i can only hope that
the ending of this sad chapter
(of our lives)
leads to the beginning
of a new story
filled with the best times
(of our lives)"

those are the words that are replaying in my head.