superficial

still sick. i never blew my nose so much in my life... bleh.

i got to call in from work today, though. poor boss, i left him there pretty much by himself. it serves him right, though. he's the one who got me sick.

anyway, the upcoming holidays have somewhat left me down in the dumps. i can't get over how different things are (and are going to be) this year. (different from the past 5, at least...) as much as i wasn't happy, i still miss the stability in some fucked up way.

ehh, things are good, i should focus on that, instead of making myself miserable over things i can't change (and wouldn't want to if i could).

miss you all.