Tuesday Oct 21, 2003

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i was thinking today... i don't think as much as i used to.

what was it that made me feel that it was better to be a mindless nothing?

i used to have an agenda. i used to have goals. i used to know what it took to get me there. i used to have a plan.

i used to ponder religion, politics, ethics, corporate greed... i used to want to change the world. but, now it just seems that i just want my share.

it sucks to want.

:: note ::

i'm having a good day. just need to find some motivation. smile

hope you all are well. smile
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xnovaapex:
I seriously hope you find yer motivation, muh dear....and I'm most certain you will. I feel the same way, I used to have goals and focus.....now i'm just going thru the motions...lol...but things will change....i'm glad you had a good day. THANKS ten tonz FER the birthday lovin'.....i totally appreciate it, and I believe I've gotten over the "feeling old" thing, it was just a really depressing thought, but I made it thru the day emotionally un-scathed, so i think i'll be alright. hahaha. THANK U AGAIN *hugglez* chris xxx
xnovaapex:
PS, Autumn is yer FAVE GURL, huh? She is WAY RAD.

Hey, are you going to see from Autumn to Ashes this weekend? They're playing in Long Island...i'm not sure where you live tho....anyhow...ttyl.......

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