superficial

is it too much for me to ask for you to be civil to me?

fuck, it's like i beat you or something...
you turn you head and walk away like i don't fucking exist.

we spent five fucking years together day in, day out...
and now you pretend i don't exist...
over what?

the fact that i didn't do what you wanted,
when you wanted it done.

well, fuck you!

really, fuck you...
you make me sick.

i can't even believe i fucking cared for you...
this is probably why i've been fucking miserable the past six months...
you don't give a shit.

you didn't listen to me...
you didn't give a shit about my opinions...
you didn't give a shit what i wanted...
you didn't give a shit what i needed...
you didn't care when i told you i loved you.

you didn't give a shit about me.

really.

you think it was me who didn't care about you...
you were wrong.

i cared too much and you were killing me piece by fucking piece.

i was so exhausted trying to keep you content,
not even happy,
just content enough for you to not be pissed at me.

and for what?
i lost you anyway.

and you don't even fucking care...

"born to lose" my fucking ass...
"born to quit" is more like it you stupid piece of shit.

i can't believe i cared about you!