superficial

i'm thinking about moving to nyc... i've thought about it about a year ago... but decided against it because she was up here... and i wanted to be with her... but the job market is so much better down there... and i have a good friend who does computer stuff down there who might be able to point me in the right direction, and possibly give me a place to stay... and if you've been following my journal, you all know she's not in the picture... so, aside from my family and few friends being here... nothing else is keeping me here...

maybe i just need a change of scenery to get my mind off of her... i know i wasn't completely happy with her and our whole situation... but, i still miss her, and i find myself just wanting to call her... which i can't do.

i need a hobby.

events: tomorrow my friend liz is coming up here for a wedding... i haven't seen her in like 4 years...

sunday i might go see some bands, senses fail, allister, homegrown, the early november, and i forget the headliner... i haven't done that in awhile... it might give me a chance to go talk to a stranger like audio suggested, too...

monday and tuesday off of work... might look for a new job...

if i don't make it back to my computer this weekend have a good time, everyone!