superfangirl

a far more girlie post then normal



very few people in my life know what all has been going on in the background of my life. that my heart has been hurting. it's over for the last time. no more worries about the coulda shoulda woulda. thanks to the folk that have heard me try and plan this out and ignore most everyones better judgement. but i'm glad for one thing.. i don't need to deal with anything that makes me cry like that, no matter how hurt a person is they should never say what he said to someone they supposedly care for. Ever. Yeah, it's mostly my own fault, i screwed up... and screwed up more so by trying to make things work with a person who often scared me.

there are no happily ever afters. most you can hope for is happily after all.

and ya know what, i still hope.

and just so you don't think i have lost all my giddy.... here's to the men we love, here's to the men who love us, here's to the men we love who don't love us, fuck the men let's drink to us!!!


"I'm Over It"- by Everlife (note i have never heard the song, just found the lyrics. cant even find a good copy of the song. but i like it damn it!)

(I'm over it)
Hey guys I'm in trouble
I didn't mean to cause nobody harm
I can see I'll always need forgiveness
(yeah) inside I can feel it
I can almost hear it from your lips
Its cool your telling me to let it go (yeah)

[Hook]
no clouds hanging over
No clouds hanging over me
No chains pulling me down
(I'm as free as I can be)

[Chorus]
I don't have the time today to worry 'bout tomorrow
Your the only way to forget my yesterdays
When I fill the deepest ocean
you make 'em dry yeah your the reason why I'm over it

I'm over it
No more regret
No more thinkin' 'bout what could've been
Theres more to give it when you give it up
Untied, untangled this heart's ready and available
Dear God, always make the most of me

My cares are sailing out,
Sailing out to sea
Fears flyin' away I'm as free as I can be

[Chorus]
I don't have the time today to worry 'bout tomorrow
Your the only way to forget my yesterdays
When I fill the deepest ocean
you make 'em dry yeah your the reason why I'm over it

No more, you're the reason why,
No more, sailing out,
No more, yeah,
You're the reason why, sailing out

[Hook]
no clouds hanging over
No clouds hanging over me
No chains pulling me down
(I'm as free as I can be)

[Chorus]
I don't have the time today to worry 'bout tomorrow
Your the only way to forget my yesterdays
When I fill the deepest ocean
with the tears and my emotion
you make 'em dry yeah your the reason why I'm over it

I don't have the time today to worry 'bout tomorrow
Your the only way to forget my yesterdays
When I fill the deepest ocean
you make 'em dry yeah your the reason why I'm over it

No more regret
No more thinkin' 'bout what could've been