Why is it that the world expects you to know what your doing with the rest of your life at 22?
Ok, yes, I spent a lot of money on college. I learned a lot. AS whole lot. And the degree will help me in the future. Let's face it, a degree is a nice little helper in the real world. Well, sometimes.
But at 22, I don't have a clue what I want to do. Not a clue. I know what I don't want to do.
I don't want to be a professional athlete. I don't want to be an actress. I don't want to breed puppies. I don't want to be a director. I don't want to be a politician. I don't want to be a ballet dancer. I don't want to be a social worker. I don't want to be a nurse or doctor.
But I don't know for sure what I want to do.
Special FX Makeup school is on the wayyyy back burner.
And I am not going to LA.
Yeah, you heard me. I'm not going. Well, not yet.
I have agreed to take a job in Dallas doing promotions and marketing and production and ummm all kinds of stuff. I don't know really. I don't know about the job, if this is the right decision, if this is a good idea. I am not looking for signs. I wish someone could tell me what to do but I had to just jump in with this.
If it doesn't work, then I'll move to LA. I am going to give it a year or so. I just really love part of the place. I have put so much work into the show, i can't just leave it. It has really meant a lot to me.
So be nice and check out my show
www.fanboy.tv
Anyhow...
The place I will be living seems totally nice (I get a big look at it Monday) It's in a nice area. I will get a bedroom and a study. And my mom bought me the worlds coolest sofa. It's folds out into a queen.
Anyhow, I took the job. I start in a week or so. I get two weeks unpaid vaca because they know I want to go to Europe. So who wants to go to Ireland/London/Holland with me???
I want someone to come visit me in Dallas and party with me. Anyone? There are good clubs though I have only been to two. Let's change that. Who knows some good places to party in Dallas??? Anyone???
I want to go dancing :-)
Ok, yes, I spent a lot of money on college. I learned a lot. AS whole lot. And the degree will help me in the future. Let's face it, a degree is a nice little helper in the real world. Well, sometimes.
But at 22, I don't have a clue what I want to do. Not a clue. I know what I don't want to do.
I don't want to be a professional athlete. I don't want to be an actress. I don't want to breed puppies. I don't want to be a director. I don't want to be a politician. I don't want to be a ballet dancer. I don't want to be a social worker. I don't want to be a nurse or doctor.
But I don't know for sure what I want to do.
Special FX Makeup school is on the wayyyy back burner.
And I am not going to LA.
Yeah, you heard me. I'm not going. Well, not yet.
I have agreed to take a job in Dallas doing promotions and marketing and production and ummm all kinds of stuff. I don't know really. I don't know about the job, if this is the right decision, if this is a good idea. I am not looking for signs. I wish someone could tell me what to do but I had to just jump in with this.
If it doesn't work, then I'll move to LA. I am going to give it a year or so. I just really love part of the place. I have put so much work into the show, i can't just leave it. It has really meant a lot to me.
So be nice and check out my show
www.fanboy.tv
Anyhow...
The place I will be living seems totally nice (I get a big look at it Monday) It's in a nice area. I will get a bedroom and a study. And my mom bought me the worlds coolest sofa. It's folds out into a queen.
Anyhow, I took the job. I start in a week or so. I get two weeks unpaid vaca because they know I want to go to Europe. So who wants to go to Ireland/London/Holland with me???
I want someone to come visit me in Dallas and party with me. Anyone? There are good clubs though I have only been to two. Let's change that. Who knows some good places to party in Dallas??? Anyone???
I want to go dancing :-)
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im about to turn 27 and i have no idea what i wanna do when i grow up.
i got a good job right out of college, got my masters on their dime,
but its becoming increasingly clear this is Not what i wanna be doin the rest of my life.
so whatever, i'll move on soon,
try other things, see what fits.
so dont worry, you've got plenty of time to figure it out.
congrats on the employment.
and i've been here way too long, so i know plenty of decent places to go in this town.
let me know if you wanna check some of em out.