sunrize

In the span of 24 hours, I managed to:
Talk to every single one of my ex's but 1.
Piss off someone I love very much.
See about 75% of my friends.
Tell off someone Ive been upset with for over a month.
Sleep more than 12 hours.

Oh my hell.
I've never been so tired in my whole life. Not even when I had a 19 month old and a newborn.
Got about 2 hours of sleep, then got up and ran errands, then came home and went through every single piece of clothing that my kids and I own. Took over 2 hours.

Anyone who knows me, knows that my phone...
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Egh. I typed out this huge entry and then lost my internet!

Anyway, last night 2 of my friends and I went out for the first girls only night in months. A $200+ bar tab, many shots and drinks later and Im amazed Im alive today, and even more amazed that I woke up hangover free. My 2 friends though, werent so lucky. One texted...
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So things are getting better.
I have lots of amazing friends and they are all helping so much.

In other news!
I went to Bakersfield this weekend to visit one of my friends and we went to an EHL hockey game. SO MUCH FUN. Bakersfield Condors I havent had that much fun in a LONG time. One thing though, some of the girls who were...
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Woke up crying today. I need this crap to stop. I hate feeling this way.
In other news, I played Rockband for about 5 hours last night and had a BLAST. I was a total guitar hog.
Today is my Friday and I plan on using that to my full advantage.
Ill update better tomorrow.

Found out last night that the bf cheated on me at the show he was at Saturday night.

His loss.

Im sad. I hate being sad.
Phone needs to ring, and soon.
I miss him.
I miss so many people, but mostly him right now.
Why am I still awake?
Back to bed with me.

Oh god today was a long day. Didnt go to bed till 2am, buzzed to high heaven. Woke up at 7am and tried to go back to sleep. Finally got up at 8:30 and we were outta the house by 9:15. Got to Venice about 10 and proceeded to walk, shop and get sunburned. Got a good buzz going off of 2 huge beers while...
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Wow, here I am again.
Who knows how long Ill stay. Guess it depends on the drama factor.
Hopefully people can let the past stay in the past and others have hopefully grown up a bit. Time will tell, right?