Ok so my very un-updating self has finaly gotten around to writing. To be honest its only couse somone put a comment up about me and so I felt like I should put in some effort instead of just unwinding at the end of the day to some beutiful woman.
Well I have two other Blogs but I don't want this to be just like them. THey are all about updating my friends and family about what I am doing here in Iraq and since the change of policy I can't even do that. So here is going to be more of my vent place since I don't forsee to many muckity mucks checking around SG to see if soldiers are writing about there command or missions or other such no goes.
Well tonight was anouter mission where the idiot who took over the convoys made the same mistakes he makes every time. The more I work with all the so called professionals here the more I want to scream. Most of the non infantry leaders have no idea what it takes to survive and it shows every time they leave the wire.
Life here has been different latly. The girl that I was "seeing" as a temporary araingment was transfered to anouther FOB and now I am out any source of regular sex so I am having to find other ways to occupie my time. So far that means building a hot tub. Yes thats right I am almost done with a home built hot tube I desinged and will be done fabricating by the end of the week. That along with Jiu-jitsu and the gym I am working out some of my frustrations.
So now anouther random subject change to point out that I was much happier when my roomie was on leave. I had the space to my self and not snoring. That and frankly as much as I really like the guy he smells. When I say he smells I mean to a point that when I came in soaking wet and shivering from the cold on tonights mission his smell was the first thing I noticed.
Well now that I have been totally random I will close with the old clearing of the weight on my chest, not that anyone is going to read this but hey it might make me feel better. I am disgused with the lack of convition I have. Every time I let something slide I FALL OFF the slippery sloap. Hell I couldn't even keep a marriage together and now eveytime I start something I just let it slide till its all but gone. I am very glad that I am naturaly very gifted at anything I try but since I never have to work very hard I just don't tend to stick with things very well. Now I just have to find a way to fix it.
Oh and if you are out there reading this thank POLEDANCER for makeing me write. It was her comment that made me feel like updating and hopefully I stick with it. But hey that would be that conviction thing again. Well too few hours till I have to be up and at it again so I'm off to catch some rack.
-Zack-
Well I have two other Blogs but I don't want this to be just like them. THey are all about updating my friends and family about what I am doing here in Iraq and since the change of policy I can't even do that. So here is going to be more of my vent place since I don't forsee to many muckity mucks checking around SG to see if soldiers are writing about there command or missions or other such no goes.
Well tonight was anouter mission where the idiot who took over the convoys made the same mistakes he makes every time. The more I work with all the so called professionals here the more I want to scream. Most of the non infantry leaders have no idea what it takes to survive and it shows every time they leave the wire.
Life here has been different latly. The girl that I was "seeing" as a temporary araingment was transfered to anouther FOB and now I am out any source of regular sex so I am having to find other ways to occupie my time. So far that means building a hot tub. Yes thats right I am almost done with a home built hot tube I desinged and will be done fabricating by the end of the week. That along with Jiu-jitsu and the gym I am working out some of my frustrations.
So now anouther random subject change to point out that I was much happier when my roomie was on leave. I had the space to my self and not snoring. That and frankly as much as I really like the guy he smells. When I say he smells I mean to a point that when I came in soaking wet and shivering from the cold on tonights mission his smell was the first thing I noticed.
Well now that I have been totally random I will close with the old clearing of the weight on my chest, not that anyone is going to read this but hey it might make me feel better. I am disgused with the lack of convition I have. Every time I let something slide I FALL OFF the slippery sloap. Hell I couldn't even keep a marriage together and now eveytime I start something I just let it slide till its all but gone. I am very glad that I am naturaly very gifted at anything I try but since I never have to work very hard I just don't tend to stick with things very well. Now I just have to find a way to fix it.
Oh and if you are out there reading this thank POLEDANCER for makeing me write. It was her comment that made me feel like updating and hopefully I stick with it. But hey that would be that conviction thing again. Well too few hours till I have to be up and at it again so I'm off to catch some rack.
-Zack-
Keep writing and take pics of the hot tub when it's built! Wow.
Oh, and sorry your roommate smells.