sullengirl

have you ever sat next to someone; someone who you've known forever or someone you know or even someone you didn't know, and were not able to hold a minutes worth of conversation? And so you both sit there in that silence, trying to think of what you used to talk about before. As you skim through all the important topics to talk about, you've realized that they're not even that important to even consider.
Then you wonder what was worth talking about in the first place and convince yourself it's better to save your words than to waste them. As if something more important might happen.
Then you start to wonder whats so important about living a productive life;your job is frivilous like conversation.
Then you start to wonder what else is there to life besides a job and having relationships.
Then you wonder who made up these standards in the first place.
Then you wonder wether good and bad were subjective and there really is no wrong answer to anything, because problems are subjective.
A million people on earth- a million oppinions about what earth really is.
-Big Sigh-
I'm tired.
I ate smores and they're making me sleepy.... not to mention a 12 hour day.
Yeah..... I just don't quite get the concept. But that's just me.