sulia

Sometimes I wish things were different......

Yesterday when my mom and I were out showing property to her clients we were in the Beaumont area and that just happens to be where my ex lives. We were together on and off for about 4 years, he was always screwing up the relationship until the last time around, I screwed up. I left him because we weren't seeing each other nearly as often as I would have liked, I guess I was being selfish at the time but how the hell is a relationship supposed to work if you don't get to spend any quality time together?

I regret breaking up with him sometimes, maybe more than sometimes but there is nothing I can do about it now. Of course I wasn't on my medication back then and didn't think as clear either. I also did a lot of cheating which he actually forgave me for and was willing to stay with me too, that was the real shocker. I guess what I am trying to say is that I don't know if I made a mistake leaving him or not and I say this because last night Tiger completely blew me off and I didn't hear from him for the rest of the night and I still haven't heard from him this morning. He knows the weekend is our time to spend together since we don't get to see each other very often with our ridiculous work schedule.

I don't know, I give up......

Until Next Time SG..... *hugs and kisses*