suicidesmitty

Just stay away when you see these wild eyes.
When bourbon's steaming from my mouth like hot pavement.
Smiles degenerate to blank stares that turn to sneers.
Bottles don't bounce.
Blood flows free.
But the pain is on layaway.
Just give me a smile when I get up in your face
and tell me "you crazy"
and deescalate this crazy place
that I'm sitting in.
because clearly,
things are not so clear right now.
And I'm liable to do something we won't like.

I'll cut my teeth on a new thread
if you'd only derail me from this ill fated path.
I can see what's ahead
and that shit's gonna hurt.