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I came home today with a million things to write about. Adventures have been a foot. Well, little a-dventures. Well, maybe they're more anecdotal than adventurous... hmm... Well i came home intending to write something, but I suddenly became depressed. Just like that, i was sad and contemplating Ragnarok.

Endings. Winter. Death.

Ya know, brooding. I wanted to get that bottle of 151 down off...
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sissy:
hurrah... i have an ex who looks just like morgan...
missmyla:
so you think those were true? you're supposed to be looking for what's untrue LOL
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just a quick update...

I chose relationship. Relationship is to strong a word to use at this point, maybe mutually enjoyable company. I went out with that girl last night to see storm and the ball's at dante's. A surprisingly great show for $5. We seem to like each other, but we're both approaching this rather cautiously. I'm cool with that, it's better to just...
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kozmikgirl:
Sweet!

Isn't it a relief to have the decision made already. It is so nice to know what your gonna do... then all ya gotta do it just do it.
adelina:
yay! i'm thrilled things are working out. too bad you decided against the casual sex shocked eeek wink

and if you have extra time, please draw a pig and share.

i'm showing everyone my super pig. here he is:
oink tongue love ooo aaa skull

[Edited on May 01, 2005 10:12PM]
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Wish you were me and then kill yourselves!!!

I got two tickets to the pixies!
kozmikgirl:
Did ya win them or buy them? Hope you have fun at the concert! Yay!
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now i have pity friends! Look at me go!
new friends, meet my old friends.
Old friends, meet my new friends.

Here's the question of the day:
which do you choose?
- Being fuck buddies with someone you have no interest in having a relationship with but it would be very hot and dirty sex.
- A possibilty of a relationship with a really nice...
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kozmikgirl:
I have been thinking about this and I may possibly write you an email later on this matter. To express myself & to have something to do to avoid certain feelings of my own.

Boils down to... Possible Relationship doesn't need to know anything about Fuck Buddy EVER... Once Possible Relationship & you decide you are "exclusive", then kindly end it with Fuck Buddy & there is no need for one to know about the other, ever. It is all your business until the "exclusive" word is used.

However, if you only suspect, yet no one has said, that Possible Relationship has become Exclusive Relationship, check to be sure if your suspicions are correct before proceeding to end it with Fuck Buddy. That is, unless you would feel better ending it as soon as a possiblity starts feeling like a relationship.

Blah blah blah... did that make sense? Stupid mornings.
adobe:
relationship.

have you had eyes checked recently?
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Look at me! The total number of my friends has increased by 50%!
You like me! You guys actually like me.

I'm going to go cry now.
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adobe:
aww dont cry i'll be your friend wink
peptide:
me too wink
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I have this feeling that things are rapidlly coming to a head and that I'm completely unprepaired while looking in the wrong direction.

In other news, I told a fib today. I'm a shit.
kozmikgirl:
I tell a fib everyday. Word.
adelina:
i guess if you realize you're now looking in the wrong direction, you have ample time to switch around and look the right way.

even the pope said a few fibs in his life (and may he r.i.p...) ooo aaa

your captions are the funniest things ever. thanks for making me laugh/smile/giggle/etc.

p.s.
i read the tao te ching for the first time a few weeks ago, by the way.
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I need to update more often but things have been strangely squirrelly lately. Everything will be normal and them BAM! weirdness breaks out.

I was just about to take off for a house sitting weekend where I plan to polish off some new songs for open mics. I just did three different ones this last week and I think that I'm hooked. I'm much better...
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adelina:
whoops, i guess she is actually a gorilla. blush
adelina:
and another pic:

he he heeee!
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So my grandma died a couple days ago and my mom flew back to illinios to bury her. I asked if there was anything i could do to help and she said, "feed the cats." So I fed the cats.

I drove out to scappoose, picked up a pizza vendor pizza (best pizza in oregon, btw) and drove out to my mom's house to feed...
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kozmikgirl:
Sorry to hear about your grandma. That is too bad. I know when my grandpa died afew years ago, I had a very intense feeling that he was ready & he was just settling into it quietly with no regrets.

FBI? Really? That is so weird, and a bit creepy.

I tried to leave you a message on your machine yesterday, since it was free to call you from my parent's house & all. It just kept beeping & then eventually I got a dial tone again. Hmmm. Whatever. whatever
adelina:
i dont know what to put here exactly. death of close family members is really rough. i'm sorry for your loss.


This moment is pregnant with possibility.



i really like this saying. it's wonderful you guys got your grant back. if you do travel, wouldnt you be able to have the option to come back and work there again?

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I ran into a friend of mine today and we decided to get something to eat together after work so we could chat and hang out. She was over at a friends house when I left work so i went over there to pick her up. It turns out that I had met her friend once before and that she lives a couple of blocks...
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morgan:
Johnny Cash is great, and I love Nick Cave as well as Nick Drake!

My favourite Cohen album is "I'm Your Man".
adelina:
greasy foods are the best.
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Im at work now (7:30pm) and I need to take a break for a bit. Ill upload this when I get home since I cant connect to SG from here. Im taking a break because I was working on a Gas Chromatograph when I slipped and stuck my fretting hand pinky into a 5700RPM fan and lopped my fucking finger off!

Ok, I exaggerate a...
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kozmikgirl:
I may have to just read half of this & read the rest later... damn it is long! But, about your songs, everytime I hear Sweet Jane I think of you now. I hope to hear Jane Says because Jane's Addiction is one of my newer favorite bands. You should have broke that song out at my place afew weeks ago. Or perhaps you did, I was a bit out of it.

As for "I keep having moments where I stop what Im doing and realize that Im completely fucking cracked." I go through that moment almost daily, it is quit disturbing.
kozmikgirl:
I also agree about the fact that when you sing, you sing better when you have confidence. With me, when you are singing, you seem to swing in & out of confidence through-out the song & I can tell because you sound better when you are sure of yourself.