suicidal_george

My job has taken a severe downturn. One of the critical guys there quit yesterday and there really isn't too much hope in the forseable future. Without him around it'll be a setback that will affect the grant money, so I think that I may only have a job until this summer. There's going to be a lot more work around the lab and deadlines will be missed so i'm really going to hate the place. So maybe it all works out because I'll have a bunch of money from working so much and i'll probably be out of a job at a time that I wanted to go travelling anyway. The meantime is going to suck though.

My grandma is officially dieing. She has the flu, a fever and she's refusing to eat/drink her favorite things. My mom doesn't seem to be taking it too well. I think she looks at her mother and thinks about how she's going to die when she get's older. She did a good job of taking care of her mom though.

I had a lunch with a ukrainian girl the other day. I knew her from way back when and she sent me an email out of the blue asking how i was doing. We meet up and say our "howya doin"s and I start to suspect that this girl is really into me. She's blushing, touching her hair and adjusting her clothes. But it will never work out. The problem? She's a sweet innocent harcore christian fundamentalist who broke up with her boyfriend of five years because he kept pressuring her for sex. Go team george.

I've been feeling rather crazy lately, but I seem to be coming out of it. Of course, that's the moment it sneaks up on you. This past week has been more shitty than usual and I find I need to break some old habits and crutches. I think they're the roots of most of my problems.