sugarpill

some new sketches in "my pics" ... it's hard to focus. hard to concentrate and put it all down. instead of taking one path, i will take all of them very slowly. instead of telling one story, i will tell all of them, overlapping and impossible to distinguish one from another.

friday. i'm supposed to be in love, aren't i?

i wanted to get out. it's all cloudy and windy here, and i wanted to be out in it. i packed up my little bag (iPod, digicam, etc) and drove around. i had a few places in mind but i was just wandering and never ended up in any of those places. then i found this...
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i would write a big essay about the absolute stupidity of monogamous relationships, but nobody would read it.

it's nice to get my ass out of bed in the morning and actually DO stuff. i uploaded some new material to my webpage, which has been down for mysterious reasons all weekend. i started dinner, which has to cook for 6 hours. i went to the bank, walked around with my iPod and felt like a badass, and spent some time outside reading (Oscar...
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there is no passion in this relationship anymore. i feel like it's my fault, but i know that i'm only partly responsible. it's very depressing.

wednesday. supposedly the middle of the week and yet i'm just getting started.

i'm so horny it's like i'm dying.

when i click on my "Friend Of" tab i get two names. i don't know either of those people, i've never had any communication with them, and neither of them are active... who /are/ these people?

so it's friday. i feel like making a big entry, even though nobody will read it, just because it's friday and ... and today feels full-to-bursting. i actually got...
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i quit my job. yay me.

it's friday. i need to keep thinking about that. that it's friday. it's just an easy slide into the weekend. no mess, no fuss. just fuck it, forget it. i really want to have some fun this weekend. to make up for last weekend. i want to get really drunk and really laid. i'd have a party if i had any local friends. maybe i...
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this weekend sucks. i can't believe how much it sucks. it could be worse, sure, but this just sucks. i spent friday night watching tv. tonight i've turned off the tv and i just washed the dishes for something to do. i really need a little social interaction. i really do.