sugarcunt

So Thursday the 17th Im auditioning for the SyFy show Face Off. Im so nervous. I have to do a 15-30 min makeup on myself with prosthetics. My brain is so occupied with thoughts that Im kinda all over the place. So Im a little manic. Ive prepped the pieces Im going to use and today Im going to get paint and pre paint what...
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Well I finally got all my damn paper work in for unemployment. So I should be getting money soon. This will help my life immensely.

My roomie is gone for a few days. To some boys house. All the means is that I can clean my house and it will stay clean for a while. Which is good. So my floors are clean. My dishes...
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Alone once again.
Hes on a plane back to CAN.
This game isnt fun.

well i got my 30 day notice at work -.- w/e im so over this job. ive been looking for a new job for like 3 months to make up for the last income when they cut my hours. so now im just officially looking for a new full time job. Zort has been here for a few days and it has been really nice....
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Chillin at home. In about 15 min I'll be leaving to the air port to pick up Zort. I'm so excited!! Two weeks with him here. I don't even care if we never leave the house. I just want to be with him.

I love this boy <33333333

A week from today im flying home to take care of some doctors appointments. the dentist, the eye doctor, and the gyno. im also picking up mt new car so i will be driving back to north hollywood from sacramento.

ill be home for 4 days. im hoping to go to apple hill with my mom one day that im home. apple hill is when...
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well on Sunday i officially bought a new car. its pretty awesome. ill post pics when i go home to puck it up at the end of the month. my mom bought it up in norcal cuz its less tax up there.

yesterday i had an all day cam and movie day with zort <3333333 it made my week to have that with him.

today...
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well its official. today i had to apply for unemployment. if nothing happens by oct ill be forced to move home.

ive been applying for jobs for a month now.ever sense my salon cut my hours and so far nothing has come up.

well the job hunting is a huge bust so far. nothing seems to be hiring.
still looking for a car too thats also going super slow.

today im cleaning the hell out of my apartment. my roommate pissed me off enough not to give a damn about her shit any more. im cleaning it up weather she likes it or not! im so sick of...
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reality is slowly sinking in. im not cut out for this. any of it.

my awesome weekend started out with the best news i had heard in weeks. a trip that was in the works to bring him here was moved to being early! a month early and it was all thanks to an amazing friend.

then as of yesterday morning i was destroyed by...
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