Figured this title works great since not only was I have Suicide-Girl website technical difficulties, I've also been stuck in the misery of my own head and that in itself is a great big huge technical difficulty. I swear sometimes I feel like my brain really needs a qualified electrician to go in there and fix up all the wiring that seems to be connected in all the wrong ways. Or better yet, I'm sure if there were such "wireman," he'd find that not only are my connections hooked up wrong, there's also probably a million little wires that aren't even connected at all. lol. Anyways, I'm blabbing again. Long story short...it's been awhile since I"ve been on here. Everytime I wanted to get on and write a blog, either my computer or the site itself gave me a bunch of crap. I couldn't ever post anything successfully. It seems things are better now.
Well, I"m still avidly searching for a contentment that I feel I"ll only find once I find a successful career that I love. One without any man-drama. Not sure if I mentioned it in a previous blog...but I quit my job that I loved because of stupid man-drama and I have been on a quest to find another job in the similar field. I've been testing and testing and interviewing and over analyzing and thinking and driving myself NUTS. Meanwhile I picked up a job as a server because while searching, I still need to pay the bills. lol. Wish I knew how to just be content serving though. My schedule is great and I think I might actually get to see my kids more now that school has started. But I have a really really important interview on Wednesday in front of a panel of professionals and as much as IHOP restaurant is helping to make ends meet right now, I'm hoping hoping hoping to be successful with this interview. Wish me luck. :-)