Figured this title works great since not only was I have Suicide-Girl website technical difficulties, I've also been stuck in the misery of my own head and that in itself is a great big huge technical difficulty. I swear sometimes I feel like my brain really needs a qualified electrician to go in there and fix up all the wiring that seems to be connected...
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This song came on the radio as I was driving back from a great afternoon with my son. Delilah comes on the radio and announces this song. The sky was a cloudless clear blue. The mountainous horizon encircled us outside the miles and miles of farmland. And me and my kid held hands and serenaded, "Have I told you lately that I love you? Have...
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sugarcloud5150:
It so must be the sun! Haven't even seen the light of day in over a year with my schedule....and now I get bright sunshine and warmth. :-)
Wow. That title probably brings quite the mental image...but it was what popped into my head for the blog title...so I went with it. :-) Might make more sense after this blog is done. I'm feeling pretty sad about the dramatic rumor mess I"ve gotten myself in to at work. I feel like I"m playing this game of acting out certain situations that appear certain...
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chef_jeff:
Life is hard... Love is indeed even harder. I found out the hard way that relationships at work have a nasty way of going from bad to worse. I certainly think that you can communicate very well seeing that u can express things like this in a medium such as this. You seem to be an individual with a lot of depth and clearly a lot of beauty. Drama sucks but it is every where around all of us. Just keep you head up and I'm sure it will work out. Sadly it doesn't seem like this man deserves your affection if he won't take the time to find out what is really going on.
sugarcloud5150:
Oh my gosh. You are sweet. Thanks. The worst part is I cant really blame him even though I do. It just always baffles me how some people have such a hard time being honest. Sometimes honesty is brutal.....but it always is the prefferred respected way to go. You could tell me you have twenty ladies youre fucking and a wife on the side and I would be ecstatic for your truthfullness and probably join in as girl twenty one. I firmly believe there is no betrayal when there is honesty.
Wow. I am ready to rant. Rant and rant and rant about the wonders of why completely intelligent, beautiful women fall desperately in love with substance abusers and/or addicts. I don't think it's as simple as a lack of self esteem. I have learned through experience that the raw neediness and passionate (sometimes aggressive) lovemaking and the thrill of the game and the manipulation and...
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chef_jeff:
Wow! You are very dynamic.