su

it rains
and rains
and rains.

the phone line will shock you if you try to kiss it.

Big E = fun

the SGCT ppl I saw = fun time with all

Su right now = tired

bed = soft

room = almost dark

# of mirrored Jesus' here = zero

my neck = hurts

so what do you do, when the world has come to it's end. ashes rain down on your head of all the burnt cities. each night a star from the sky seems to fall down to the earth. Heaven is not a peaceful place, rather our destroyer.
The one you love has been injured, and died.
You're alone. there maybe other alive, but you don't...
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...then there are the people that I do like. my friends at the club, whom when I see, it's like no time has passed. my friends who I can see, talk with, laugh with, and there's no pressure. One of my buddies asked me last night what was new in my life. I couldn't think of anything, since I had seen him on Wednesday--and nothing...
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we've all been there. we want to be something that we're not. Or what's harder is we want to leave behind a part of ourselves.
that's what I want. I think I've become commonplace in many circles. I don't want to be that person that's always here. but whenever i want to push that person away, not be myself, people get really pissy. "That's so...
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Some pics of my old High School.

A dying giant it is.

I am unable to get a proper night's sleep. It's past 2 again in the AM.
I know why, but I'm not able to do anything about it.

I haven't looked at my US map, hanging on my wall for awhile. There's alot of dots covering the northeast. and a few in the Southwest. a few down through Florida, louisiana, and a string of them...
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I wonder what it feels at night. A cold night such as this one. Not a whole entity anymore. Parts destroyed, flesh ripped open. the light and the darkness cutting into every nook.

I could have ventured into all the recesses still standing, but I didn't. I was afraid. Yes, afraid. I was afriad of what I may find. I was afraid of how that...
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i saw that sky captain movie. what piece of shit!

worthless movie. if you're gonna make a movie of that genre, then do it properly, don't CGI the whole thing--unless it's a Shrek movie.
the coolest part of the movie was the robots, which you got to see for a total of what--7 minutes.

overall the movie jumped around too much. went too fast. didn't...
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Added from my last entry (below):
I had seen broken, tattered buildings before. the difference here is that I remember when this school was alive and breathing. there was life in the hallways. people saying "hi" and "hello" to each other as they walked to and from class. I remeber hanging out in the English Office with my friends, sitting in the main hall, outside...
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