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i had one of those revalation moments tonight. one of those times where all the little insignificant crap of the world just falls away. I've only ever had five or six of these moments. Tonight I had one. I realized that I want to change nothing in my life. I'm moving next year. I'm marrying the man I love. I'll get a new job in the process of moving. theres no stupid shit in my life. no problems with my living arangements, or the truck.

sure there's little stuff that I'd like to tweak and make better, but that'll always be true.

Its good. Life is good.


I was reminded earlier in the week about having different personalities coming out and manigesting themselves. It was something a friend of mine would say. He described his different moods as different personalities. He would do this especially during the times he would get annoyed or angry. b/c he'd usually get a smile out of someone, and then everyone would start smiling, and then the situation would diffuse itself.

I miss Thomas.