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Everything went well. Have to have surgery next Friday! AHHHH! I want to thank everyone for the thoughts sent my way! I appreciate them. I love you guys!

STYBABY

wish me luck tomorrow.

Watching Avatar on Blue Ray on our new t.v.....epic awesome!

Had a great weekend so far. I got to keep my cousins kids and they are 2, 5 and 7 along with my 7 year old I have had my hands full, but kids make me happy and I could use anything right now to keep my mind off of the coming treatments. They are so good and They make me smile uncontrollably!

So my...
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Got a new robe to wear after treatments.
Got an early birthday present/late wedding gift from my father-in-law, a 42 inch LCD Vizio flat screen.
Father in law paid cable bill up to current since all monies has been going to Doctors.
Father in law bought $200 worth of groceries for our house.
I am blessed.

Cancer cannot cripple love, it cannot shatter hope, it...
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I hate you life.
Your an energy sucking parasite.
Eat a peen.

I just seen this on the show with Josh Gates, the Ghost Adventures...It sums up how I feel so well at the moment...

Riding in a truck down a busy street in some crazy village in BFE going about 60.........

Josh asks: "How am I doing?"
Josh's friend responds: "On a scale of ONE to SCARED...Uhm,..... I pissed my pants."

Yup, thats how I feel....
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I am broken. Not sure how to fix me anymore.
I am a truth box, dont ask and I wont tell.
I am a woman with penis envy.
I am a warrior fighting many battles and I am ready to throw up the white flag.
I am a mother and if you fuck with my kid, you get fucked up. Straight up.
I am a...
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I. Hate. Stupid. People.

He agreed on therapy. I think this is a good sign. Wish us luck.


xoxoxoxo

Sty