well happy birthday to me
twasn't a big deal, but my mom made me a cake and i bought myself some toys (i still want pretty much the same things as i did when i was 10 hehe)
also i FINALLY got around to going to the DMV to get a valid driver's liscence. i meant to a'done that like a year ago
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also i FINALLY got around to going to the DMV to get a valid driver's liscence. i meant to a'done that like a year ago
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ok i just saw a commercial that pretty much solidifies my belief that there is no hope for kids these days. it was an ad for a robotic toy dog. the commercial was goin on about how realistic it was and like how it could bark and come when you call and even lick you with its little plastic tounge. and it was like "Robo...
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annalee:
Aw, that is sad
Robots are cool but puppies are so much better and dont they realise that if we make to many robots they re going to get to strong and kill us all and take over the planet!!! Um yeah
anyway i am addicted to creme eggs too, i am sick, i ate 5 in two days last week! Thank you for the such nice comment on my journal too!
jonnyjonnyh:
Wow, that's a real commercial? Wow.
a totally 'blah' day today. after a morning of being all emo and sulky i decided to go out and to some stuff just for the sake of getting up and about. i went to the mall to get some cheap generic clothes (cuz i only had like 3 pairs of pants and 2 of them dont really fit). saw some 8 year old girls...
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kade:
Good. Thats pretty much my reason for living.....to make peopel silly.
_mrs_tlb_:
Thank you
It sucks to feel that way! and i know what you mean about just going out to places, it kind of clears the mind even if you don't like what you see!
The 8 year old thong's is just horrifying! It disturbs me, and when you see little girls in little mini skirts.......i just don't think it's right
Big hugs to you and i hope you feel better soon!
It sucks to feel that way! and i know what you mean about just going out to places, it kind of clears the mind even if you don't like what you see!
The 8 year old thong's is just horrifying! It disturbs me, and when you see little girls in little mini skirts.......i just don't think it's right
Big hugs to you and i hope you feel better soon!

had another session with my idiot shrink today. i think im done with him. he doesnt help at all he just tells me things i already know or things that are completely wrong. well at least this session wasnt as bad as last time. last time he told me i was depressed because i needed to find god. now i may not be a very...
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gory:
Hey!!
As soon as I started to read about your Therapist...I immediately thought od that DONNIE DARKO deal...and when you mentioned 'Love-Line'???
LOL!
Ya know...I call Therepists THE-RAPISTS for A reason!
I know, It seems like we are all alone on this fuckin planet, but when we come up with A BRILLIANT Million Dollar idea?? Someones done it. So, I hope you can see things in a different perspective, and realize that we ALL walk in those shoes, it's just Everyone has a different style of em...And if you want to build a Sofa Cushion Fort? DO IT! Why the Hell Not?? If as children it was 'cute and imaginative' why the hell isn't it anymore?
You Go and Build that fucker, Jigsaw, and whatever else you feel you gotta do with your head and body to feel good, As long as you are not bothering, or hurting anyone...Why the FUCK not?
Besides...Sofa Forts can be awfully kinky...get the right gal, and Hey! You have The best fuckin Doctors exam room there is!
At least thats what I was told way back...Hmmmmm.
Keep Playin and Slayin Jigsaw!
OOogaBOOoga...
,SS
As soon as I started to read about your Therapist...I immediately thought od that DONNIE DARKO deal...and when you mentioned 'Love-Line'???
LOL!
Ya know...I call Therepists THE-RAPISTS for A reason!
I know, It seems like we are all alone on this fuckin planet, but when we come up with A BRILLIANT Million Dollar idea?? Someones done it. So, I hope you can see things in a different perspective, and realize that we ALL walk in those shoes, it's just Everyone has a different style of em...And if you want to build a Sofa Cushion Fort? DO IT! Why the Hell Not?? If as children it was 'cute and imaginative' why the hell isn't it anymore?
You Go and Build that fucker, Jigsaw, and whatever else you feel you gotta do with your head and body to feel good, As long as you are not bothering, or hurting anyone...Why the FUCK not?
Besides...Sofa Forts can be awfully kinky...get the right gal, and Hey! You have The best fuckin Doctors exam room there is!
At least thats what I was told way back...Hmmmmm.
Keep Playin and Slayin Jigsaw!
OOogaBOOoga...
gory:
Yup...I am.
Didn't ask to be...I was just Lucky when it came to handing out 6th senses, and DO NOT EVEN THINK OF MENTIONING that film...It had it's moments, and OOoooOOOoooooOOOOoo it was done by Shamalyan...DEEP! (sorry, It REALLY ruined it for me after I saw THE VILLIAGE, which I was HOPING was going to redeem him! But it turned out to put me to sleep!)
Anyhow...Yup, I do...and I also Have people whom I am apprenticing on Egyptian/ Thelemic Magick. You could say I walk The Left-Handed Path...(That means I am A Rebel Magus) I am not some silly heavy Metal Obsessed Satanic Bible worshipping Cast-Off...I actually just found out I am not the My-ancestors-fought-for-the-South-Piece of White Trash I had thought...(well I am...BUT, ) I just discovered that My Family Name/line goes WAAAAAAAAAY back & we Have A Castle in FRANCE! and Who planned, constructed, built, resided in, and did HEAVY Magick in it??
The Knights Templar!!
(If you wish to see more...Check it out...
Sadies Family Castle
...and If ya Don't, I'll Turn you into A Lover of Popular Horror!! ("6th SENSE" anyone??
)
SS
Didn't ask to be...I was just Lucky when it came to handing out 6th senses, and DO NOT EVEN THINK OF MENTIONING that film...It had it's moments, and OOoooOOOoooooOOOOoo it was done by Shamalyan...DEEP! (sorry, It REALLY ruined it for me after I saw THE VILLIAGE, which I was HOPING was going to redeem him! But it turned out to put me to sleep!)
Anyhow...Yup, I do...and I also Have people whom I am apprenticing on Egyptian/ Thelemic Magick. You could say I walk The Left-Handed Path...(That means I am A Rebel Magus) I am not some silly heavy Metal Obsessed Satanic Bible worshipping Cast-Off...I actually just found out I am not the My-ancestors-fought-for-the-South-Piece of White Trash I had thought...(well I am...BUT, ) I just discovered that My Family Name/line goes WAAAAAAAAAY back & we Have A Castle in FRANCE! and Who planned, constructed, built, resided in, and did HEAVY Magick in it??
The Knights Templar!!
(If you wish to see more...Check it out...
Sadies Family Castle
...and If ya Don't, I'll Turn you into A Lover of Popular Horror!! ("6th SENSE" anyone??
man i dont know whats up with my brain these last couple days. my moods have been going up and down on an almost hourly basis. one minute i wanna give the world a big hug, the next i feel like hiding under the bed and never coming out
the REAL low point was yesterday when i said something on one of the boards that...
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jenya:
i've been there too.....it sucks ass.
annalee:
Thank you! That is so nice that you put me in your favourites! Dont worry about the boards, i know exactly what you mean to. I remember posting something once and getting loads of people being mean, I dont know why some of the people are like that. it makes you feel really attacked but dont worry cause most of the time everyone is really nice
i had a fun art class yesterday. it was to make the first part of a 2-part project i signed up for at this pottery place. this one was working with glass. there were lots of different colors and types to use (sheet glass, ground up glass sand in, and even little thin rods that were like glass spaghetti) and the idea was to cut...
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xanippi:
wow i suck at pottery. i got a F in pottery in highschool.
i love eternal sunshine. it is so real. i think that opening piece where Joel is crying in the car. so heart broken, so frusterated. oh it's just gorgeous. it goes right to the heart.
and he's a taurus? wtf? i guess you might be right...
i love eternal sunshine. it is so real. i think that opening piece where Joel is crying in the car. so heart broken, so frusterated. oh it's just gorgeous. it goes right to the heart.
and he's a taurus? wtf? i guess you might be right...
annalee:
Thank you for the amazing comment, that is the highest compliment!
thanks!
theres really only a couple people i can show off my art to in real life so maybe having an audience will motivate me to do more
you guys complimented on 2 out of my 3 favorites so ill go into a little detail on them:
Crawler-
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Crawler-
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annalee:
That is such a lovely thing of you to say! How are your eyelidn now?!
annalee:
That is such a lovely thing of you to say! How are your eyelids now?!
i added a new picture folder today called "my portfolio" filled with my sketches and other craft projects. check it out: My Portfolio.most of the drawings are not complete because i usually get an idea, start working, cant finish in one sitting, and then the next time i get a chance to work i have a totally new idea and start on that instead....
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annalee:
I hope crawler doesnt come after me! There is something quite hellraiser-ish about your stuff. I like those movies
Oh and the mask is extremely scary!
calypso:
Aww, I just read the testimonial you left me...Too sweet for words...
Thank you so much, darling.
Thank you so much, darling.
i worked some more on my frank mask today. its a very slow going projest since the medium im using takes so long to dry. today i thinkened the lower jaw and added the ridges to the forehead. i quite proud of how its turning out. and i am usually NEVER happy with how my art looks
also im thinking about adding a picture folder...
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_mrs_tlb_:
Thank you! I'm just so glad i escaped! I'm doing alright at the moment! The break away is doing me a world of good!
That frank mask is really really cool
That frank mask is really really cool

gory:
WELCOME TO THE ABOMINABLE APOTHECARY, JIGSAW!!!...
...And This ain't No Fuckin' Form letter...So May I just Say that We are just Grossly Giddy that you Have chosen to Just press JOIN. Welcome Indeed.
I have always come out to personally deliver Slimy Salutations personally, As I have Interests in each and every member that has Joined The Apothecary. See, We are NOT The 'Popular' Horror film group...and THAT, Jigsaw...Is exactly The reason TAA was created; To give All us Hardcore Hellions A Place to congregate and Not have to comprimise Our Complete and Utter Loyalty to Most Genres and Mediums of ALL that is HORROR! If you Have not read the WELCOME page , thats the first one you will ALWAYS see when you arrive, Then I Strongly reccommend you do, Because, not only does it give the Low-Down of just what we are all about...It also Gives you A guide to just some of The Apothecary's Finest features, Including Our infamous Monthly Quiz, and Everything else that has A place and space for certain 'aspects' of the site.
Now, I also come and check out prospective members details listed here in your Madpad, and By The Looks of it, you seem to not only have a very good grasp on some great flicks...But I also have noticed that you are An artist...and A very gifted one at that! Most of The members in TAA , icluding myself, Eat, Breathe, Work, Sleep and Shit Horror 24/7...Yeah...You could say that we are indeed A creepy Contigent of Gore Junkies...As many of us also work , or express ourselves in all that is Horror...But what Kind of Horror? Well...THATS probably the 2nd important reality to TAA...We really are not too keen OR happy with Hollywood, CGI-Laden CRAP, like 'Resident Evil' and many more that I just would rather not speak of...You get the Point. It's ALLL about the Quality shit...whether it Be Bela to Bava...Everyone has thier own personal Faves in Genre, Country of Origin, or even years that they favour in Horror...Which brings me to The Last L'il bit of Beelzebabble here...The whole 'Fiendship' thing.
Now, I used to always highly reccommend that you become one of my Fiends...these whole trading card fiend lists have proven to me though, that sometimes, they are not only an invasion of someones Privacy, But also to many a Social climbing tool...Everyone has thier preferances, and I made the decision to not expect new members to do so because of my own realization of just how silly it can get...So, I WILL ask you, as I not only find it a good tool, but also I make a Point to try and get to know ALL new members, and get to know what thier 'Fright Fix' inc;udes, cause we are ALL different in that department...So...I shall leave it up to you, and will not be offended if you are rather particular about it. (But I sure would Like to Know the guy whose hands crafted that mask...It really is quite Clever...Did I mention we have A Gore Gallery to showcase Art?)
So On that note, I shall make my leave, and apologize for my Infamous Epic Welcome Posts...Don't worry...There will never be another. So I look foward to seeing just How your Grey Matter Splatter looks when you decide to worm your way into and about The Apothecary...and I hope that you will find what it is you seek in The very Best in Diverse, quality Horror.
Once again, Jigsaw...I welcome you on Behalf of The Abominable Apothecary, and I cannot wait until I also get to know another freaky Fiend...
OOogaBOOoga...
SS
(BTW: We have just initiated Our own Private Chat with MSN, and we also Have Another Private group with Google...If you are interested, we are planning Our First On-Line meet'n'Greet, and You just may want to check out FRIGHT CLUB...It could Triple Your Film COllection...Thats ALL I am gonna say...read the topic on it.)
...And This ain't No Fuckin' Form letter...So May I just Say that We are just Grossly Giddy that you Have chosen to Just press JOIN. Welcome Indeed.
I have always come out to personally deliver Slimy Salutations personally, As I have Interests in each and every member that has Joined The Apothecary. See, We are NOT The 'Popular' Horror film group...and THAT, Jigsaw...Is exactly The reason TAA was created; To give All us Hardcore Hellions A Place to congregate and Not have to comprimise Our Complete and Utter Loyalty to Most Genres and Mediums of ALL that is HORROR! If you Have not read the WELCOME page , thats the first one you will ALWAYS see when you arrive, Then I Strongly reccommend you do, Because, not only does it give the Low-Down of just what we are all about...It also Gives you A guide to just some of The Apothecary's Finest features, Including Our infamous Monthly Quiz, and Everything else that has A place and space for certain 'aspects' of the site.
Now, I also come and check out prospective members details listed here in your Madpad, and By The Looks of it, you seem to not only have a very good grasp on some great flicks...But I also have noticed that you are An artist...and A very gifted one at that! Most of The members in TAA , icluding myself, Eat, Breathe, Work, Sleep and Shit Horror 24/7...Yeah...You could say that we are indeed A creepy Contigent of Gore Junkies...As many of us also work , or express ourselves in all that is Horror...But what Kind of Horror? Well...THATS probably the 2nd important reality to TAA...We really are not too keen OR happy with Hollywood, CGI-Laden CRAP, like 'Resident Evil' and many more that I just would rather not speak of...You get the Point. It's ALLL about the Quality shit...whether it Be Bela to Bava...Everyone has thier own personal Faves in Genre, Country of Origin, or even years that they favour in Horror...Which brings me to The Last L'il bit of Beelzebabble here...The whole 'Fiendship' thing.
Now, I used to always highly reccommend that you become one of my Fiends...these whole trading card fiend lists have proven to me though, that sometimes, they are not only an invasion of someones Privacy, But also to many a Social climbing tool...Everyone has thier preferances, and I made the decision to not expect new members to do so because of my own realization of just how silly it can get...So, I WILL ask you, as I not only find it a good tool, but also I make a Point to try and get to know ALL new members, and get to know what thier 'Fright Fix' inc;udes, cause we are ALL different in that department...So...I shall leave it up to you, and will not be offended if you are rather particular about it. (But I sure would Like to Know the guy whose hands crafted that mask...It really is quite Clever...Did I mention we have A Gore Gallery to showcase Art?)
So On that note, I shall make my leave, and apologize for my Infamous Epic Welcome Posts...Don't worry...There will never be another. So I look foward to seeing just How your Grey Matter Splatter looks when you decide to worm your way into and about The Apothecary...and I hope that you will find what it is you seek in The very Best in Diverse, quality Horror.
Once again, Jigsaw...I welcome you on Behalf of The Abominable Apothecary, and I cannot wait until I also get to know another freaky Fiend...
OOogaBOOoga...
(BTW: We have just initiated Our own Private Chat with MSN, and we also Have Another Private group with Google...If you are interested, we are planning Our First On-Line meet'n'Greet, and You just may want to check out FRIGHT CLUB...It could Triple Your Film COllection...Thats ALL I am gonna say...read the topic on it.)
i discovered something interesting today. my left and right eyes see in different tints
my eyes are itchy today (allergies or something) and when i rubbed one i noticed things looked more blueish and when i rubbed the other things looked yellow. when both are open things look normal. i have no idea how i never noticed this til now but its pretty weird
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_mrs_tlb_:
Thank you.....i guess i just use my SG journal to get out things i feel because things are muddled
I love the Truman Show....it's such a fantastic film
I love the Truman Show....it's such a fantastic film

kade:
Thanks. My grandmother made those in the 60's. She had hollow metal poles cut into thin slices and then she weaved wire with beads inside of the circle slices. Kinda hard to explain without a step by step instructioal type thing, but you get the point.
My hair is still pretty red cuz I dyed it iver the old red, but more maroon-ish now. So, you shoudl still be pleased.
That looks like some crazy arcade game.
My hair is still pretty red cuz I dyed it iver the old red, but more maroon-ish now. So, you shoudl still be pleased.
That looks like some crazy arcade game.
gilby:
I want the boxing one in my home. It's about $10,000 though.
anyway, toys are rad, and so is driving. what sorts of toys did you get?
that drawing is RAD.
and yeah, psiko is the fucking best, i'm jealous of MYSELF sometimes. i still can't believe i was lucky enough to get him, and then lucky enough for him to still be around a year and a half after i was a total moron to him. eeeeeeee.
i'm sick and so my brain isn't working at full speed today, excuse the ramblings.