its my Bday in seven days. and i really dont care for it. rather be dead. but ive been telling myself wait till i hit 40. so 365 day plus seven days till i finally go to sleep forever. That all i wish for. So i think ill go out this week and buy 365candle for me to bow out each night wishing for my death.
I dont plan to kill myself cause that is selfish and everyone tells me im selfish. So i just wish to pass away on day nex year.
This is all for now.