stugots

My sister went to the doctor 3 weeks ago for a swollen lymphoid. When the doctor examined it they found a tumor. They tried to remove it, but couldnt get it all. Yesterday morning my mother tells me that the tumor is cancerous.
Next week my sis is going for chem o therapy.

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lately i've been tryin to help a friend out with a modeling site she is wanting to pursue. I care about this girl, i think she's gorgeous. her site www.envysummers.com is up and running. just there isnt alot of photos yet, but soon there will be sets.

I'd love for her to succeed and i'm tryin to be the best friend i can be...
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i slept most of the day. i played some halo 3 (gotstugots2: gamer tag).. and watched a lot of low budget movies.. nothing like 80s horror films. Thinking about playing more halo 3.
it's 11:30pm and nothing to do

let the truth be told and it will set you free.. well this is my truth, i am not meant to find peace with someone who is supposed to be special. from this day forward my dating has become a burden i do not want to endure again.
thank you lisa for showing me that maybe i put to much trust into people.

i think...
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news:
still lonely but feelin better

i recently hooked up my ps 1 which was fun, playing tony hawk 2 and ff8.
today i received psych seasons one and two and burn notice season one in the mail.
might be gettin a grill friday, which would be nice

thats all

lately i've been feelin kinda lonely. kinda down without a good reason.

that is all

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news: 1/11/2009
tonight i'm tryin out a new coffee called red eye. it's supposed to have a surprise kick and get all energized.
i'm finally off a day couldnt wait due to my knee issues. i will try to do nothing all day
wednesday i have my first physical therapy session.. -note to self- "ask bout a happy ending"

2/13/2009
the movie friday the 13th...
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all i know.. it sucks to be me sometimes