strio

Okay.. so I'm juggling a couple of girls right now. Bad Strio! No Biscuit! At least they all know about each other and are dealing with that okay... well... two are dealing okay. Personally, i don't want to be involved more than at the "friends with benefits" level with any of them right now. That sounds harsh and selfish, but I simply have too much I'm trying to do in fixing my life to be able to devote the emotional energy to a relationship. I'd end up hurting the person by needing my space, and hurting myself because i'm the sort of person who would give my free time to my lover when I should be spending it on the things neccesary to fix my life. Catch 22 there. If I could go join a monestary right now so I could just devote 24/7 to my own self, that would be ideal. Unfortunately, I am way to sexual of a person to be able to do that. Man I suck. er... Man I'm a fuck... um... bah... you get the picture.