strangepants

there's a bit of saddness in me because i have tickets to see rilo kiley on saturday night and not tickets for the burlesque show.

it was a matter of wanting to go to the glasshouse or the troubadour. i'd much rather go to the troub cause its a much smaller venue, more iminate of a show.

also, the oc party on wednesday night will,...
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i've decided that my main goal in 2004 is to become happier. so i'm just going to stop caring about everybody else and just write and write and write and write until i vomit out of frustration.

fuck the people, just write good dialogue.

also, i want to care less about the kids, so these couple of days are my days of caring about people....
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hung out with laura for the first time in what seems to be months.

i finally got to talk about some shit that has been bothering me as of late cause i've decided that laura has made onto my list of the few people i trust in my life.

for as little as i did today, one of the highlight has to been hearing '93...
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i got drunk on new's year.

i wore pink & baby blue.

i sang 'amarillo by morning' with some girl in a kitchen.

i slept on my friend's floor.

i wore my shades not cause i was hung over, but cause i like to wear shades.

and oh yeah, me & laura decided to be friends again!

what a grand way to kick off the...
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good bye to 2003.

you have been a mix bag of emotions. sometimes you were great, other times, you depressed the fuck out ot me, but more in importantly, you kept me guessing as to what's going to happen next.

as for 2004, i kind of look forward to you but only under the circumstances of no regrets & agnst.

sincerely,

douglas reinhardt

guess who's back, mother fucker?

sincerely,

douglas reinhardt

i love the new walkmen album or at least what i've heard of it, so far. i'm gonna get my hair cut again and short like the walkmen wear their hair.

my kidneys hurt, i'm couching up shit left and right.

although, i'm in a upbeat mood cause i don't know why, but yeah, things are going to be better and get better.

sincerely,

douglas...
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i came to the extremely sad conclusion that i value the life of my dog more than i value my own life as well as other people in my family's own life.

i've had "in the cold, cold night" by the white stripes in my head while i was on the verge of an ally hilifiger breakdown while at the vet's.

i always just get...
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every time i see that new blink video that david lachapelle did, it reminds of pink floyd's the wall and suicide girls, if they made babies and shit.

i

mini kiss makes me happy.

i've been happy all day today.

i've been saying, "sketchy" alot lately.

i should really shut up now.

okay,i love you.

buh-bye.

headaches are the absolute worst thing in the whole wide world.

i've been without sg for almost a month and a half.

i finally come back to find out that my favorite suicide girl is gone.

thats awful.

but at least i'm finally back.

sincerely,

douglas reinhardt