i'm sitting in NY eating a bagel right now. things are a bit better than a couple days ago i guess, although still nothing seems to be going as planned. ahhhh well. hopefully things will start coming together by next week, and i can finally go check out the new apartment (we think we got it, but still have some more $ to dish out and paperwork and whatnot). we did have the official "coolest bus driver ever" on the way down, which made the usually less than fantastic bus experience a bit better this time.

probably going into town later to do some shopping and whatnot... other than that, nothing really interesting has been going on, yet. last night i got to walk around some more questionable parts of brooklyn, which was interesting in the dark to say the least. eventually we ended up at mr. roc roc-it's, watching him, the german tattooed man of coney island, tattooing another friend's knuckles with the words "blah blah" in his big crazy sideshow apartment while listening to mr. bungle, how appropriate. drank a little tattoo rum & cherry vanilla coke (yum) and smoked a little (yum) and i was a pretty happy kitty by about 12:30. still haven't seen the mystery rabbit that supposedly lives there in the apartment (he's there, but only occasionally makes appearances for the lucky visitors). there is evidence of his presence in the form of whole carrots scattered here and there across the floors, also the stumpy ends of the carrots that he had already eaten. for some reason i found that really cute.

i'm still feeling completely full of anxiety (going out last night, even though it was fun was also kind of trying on me because i am feeling very socially anxious right now), and also now, very crampy. being a girl sucks sometimes. i have no control over it, i start feeling stressed out and that's when my body decides, "hey, what can i do to make her even more stressed out?" that's what it seems like anyway. oh well.

give me a couple of days, and hopefully i will be feeling a bit better. yeargh.

enjoy your weekend, SG boys and ghouls.


(roc)

(awww, just kidding)



bye!