hm... anything interesting happen today? i am playing dress up later, which is always fun. my eye hurts because i got a piece of dirt in it the other day when the wind out of control... stupid wind. now it won't stop watering. hehe. it's such a dumb thing to have happen.

i almost fell asleep in a doctors office (not for my eye, i was taking my grams there), and later learned that feb. 28th is "sleep in public" day.

got my car back from being fixed, which makes me very happy. it has a history of problems (the kind that take weeks to fix), and i'm glad that it's in good shape now.

been thinkin a lot about this summer and all the things i want to do. i'm definitely going on vacation with my family for a week to the beach in north carolina... i can't wait. hopefully my best friend will be accompanying me and my boy on the trip down there. i absolutely love the beach... as you can see from my profile.

i also am planning on going out west in early june before going to the beach the plan is to go to vegas and do something crazy, and then go on to CA and check out places and areas to live and go to school. i need to live in CA for six months i guess before i can get residency, and then state schools become much more affordable. its a totally new and kind of nerve-wracking experience for me; my life will be changing drastically if i move out there my entire family lives in NY/PA, and i have never been away from them for more than a couple of weeks. i also have never tried to get into a 4 year school, i spent 2 years at community college and ended up not having enough credits for a degree blah. but at least i won best in show in the spring art show my last year there i guess i am more nervous than i should be. i want to be more excited, but in the last few months my anxiety has been getting the better of me. im trying to figure that out at the moment, too. its just been so bad since i quit drinking a year ago, i think i need to call in the professionals. all in all, though, it will be great to live somewhere where there isnt 8 months of crappy, freezing weather, followed by a summer of perpetual greyness and rain, with a sunny day thrown in every couple weeks or so.

how's everybody's week going? i just need to clean a bit more tonite, and try some cute stuff on, and i'm ready to take some more pics this week. hopefully they will come out good enough to send a set in soon. i really need to get down to the city and get to a professional photographer... but that day will come soon enough. wish i could drive down there. oh well. i'm sure that whatever i do, i will have a lot of fun doing. i plan on doing everything i can to really interact with the camera, aside from starting to lick it... i think that has been a problem of mine in the past. the more i do this, the more i learn... it's fun anyways.

i've been going through sets like crazy to get inspired, and to also see what hasn't worked. either way it's a lot of fun to do research when it involves looking at naked girls!