stiggy56

Fixed it. Try again.

Thanks for asking how I am... well things are their usual state of bizarre ups and downs in my world... that poem I just posted was about these weird little mini affairs I get into with an ex every so often... it can be great but it's like... happy and sad at the same time and just a whole messy world of confusion so... that was last night again for me and I'm like... oh god... not again.... what am I doing... and on the other hand I'm like.... ahhhh that was really nice.... so... just dwelling in the land of contradiction with an overactive mind trying to analyze it all... i need to like go meditate and dunk myself in the pool or something... but i think i'll go back to bed and try to get more sleep first... sorry if this is too much info but you asked so... I answered. Hope all is well with you.

I studied Shotokan for two years and didn't really "get" anything from it. It seemed too "sporty" if that's a term. It seemed that as long as we di our katas,then we would advance.Capoeira feels so natural and flowing that I fell in love with it from day one.Plus I can get down in the cipher with kids and they be all;"Yo! That old dude gotz skillz!"

very nice. youve been on a role lately huh? i wish i felt similarly inspired.

and yes, it is actually on tuesday. feel free to shower me with love then.

is there anything in delaware
?

im looking to move from Cleveland
but probably south or west
definitely somplace warmer
snow and ice free

hows the website been going
lots o hits
casey casem style
or maybe cidy crawford house of style
i always liked cidy

hey
did you write that journal entry or delusion ?

i dig the journal entry
sometimes it is just exciting to make a list and roll with it and see what youre thinking about and how you connect things and how it comes out

it has kind of a Fight CLub feel to your journal

anyway
glad the site is rolling
i gotta check it out when i get the fucking sound on my computer fixed
the audio driver/device decided to disappear and i gotta find a computer nerd friend who can help me remedy the situation

enlighten me bia, i dont understand your comment??

hows things? finding motivation? inspiration? i've been scrawling silly things all that...thank fucking god for freewrite. i love it.

heh you almost make sleep sound good. Almost. I still hate it. waste of precious time. No wonder I have insomnia. I trained my body to think sleep is abnormal.

[Edited on Jun 10, 2004 12:15AM]

oh and on the WTF rant. I can relate man. I have felt like that a lot. Things are pretty good now though so... I hope some of my recent luck wears off on you..

yeah you know for some reason I thought I had limited the number of people to five, and i struggled as to who to make that last person, but hell yeah man come on along you, me & josh can talk comics and hang out. hmm we will need more women though, maybe 2 women for every man. I like those odds. oh and I changed my age to present less factually accurate information, I dont want a random person from the real world to come by and recognise me.

It is a pun Juan pronounced like one, oneupsman as in besting those around you, difficult to explain actually, it is a nick name given to a superhero I played in an rpg when he assumed a fake public identity

you got me man that question was actually a recruitment scenario, I will be making my final selections soon so, be ready

[Edited on Jun 09, 2004 10:36PM]

But on the bright side, there are woman out there! Damnit, go out there and get some man! Inspiration Comment #42564-H22

It sounds to me like The Saga of MonsterGenocide

Lord_Frous

Thanks for the luv babe. back at 'cha.


I'll just slap 'em around a couple of times and straighten their asses up.

LD is a deathtrap and i am so freshly bitter ugh....i dont even want to hang out with me...admire your balls though..
well, ive never seen your balls but you know what i mean, your gusto, your guts...whatev

Donde estaban todo usted cuando yo era solo? Caramba! Usted esta en todas partes ahora! No entiendo! Pero tengo a un maravilloso hombre ahora, y el me ama enormemente. No puedo quejarme.

I know..I know....but I have to say it...one day your chica won't be complaining about you either.



Edited to say: Please read the last part of my journal. (And laugh...please laugh.)

[Edited on Jun 07, 2004 5:41AM]

That's why I say what I do. I know. I try not to be her, and yes...sometimes it's the guy who plays that role, but my questions to all those people, either sex....if you're so unhappy with that person, why do you stay? Why do you cheat? For doing so, you are just as low down and dirty.

Ok, Stiggy. This was a bad idea. I was about to start writing a book! AH!

Baby, you are a doll...and she will be right under your nose waiting, when you least expect it. (At least that is where I have found the good ones!)

Kisses to you babe!

never dated a white guy, honey.

Thanks for posting...
So do you sleep? I'm just wondering. You seem to have had a couple of fairly busy months accumulating friends and judging by the above posts you like to watch the sun come up...at leat on weekends. I suppose I have little room to talk as this site will no doubt inform you that it's after two here.

I'm going to watch my half brother graduate tommorow. I'm always pleased to see him finish something he starts. I don't say "half brother" to diminish his brotherness. I suppose I just am feeling a bit old today to have a brother just out of high school. Speaking of which, why did you withhold your age on your profile? Your photo shows your not some filthy old man or a fourteen years old so what's the secret?

P.S. Please don't think I'm being an english language snob but it's the sort of thing I would want someone to tell me, like when you have a boogy hanging out of your nose. Jimi Hendrix has one "m" in his name, foreplay is one word and finally the least important "anal spelling girl thing" rubbing has two B's.
I hope you don't think I stink now. I'm a geek and couldn't help myself.

Happy Sunday. Mmmmm Sun-Day. It's supposed to be just that for those of us in our neck of the woods. (I'm outside of Philly)

PeaceandLove

ill listen this weekend

That was fucking BRILLIANT man!!! The whole thing: music, sound design, writing, acting, all top notch! Well fucking done man!