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not feeling this today. The love is gone.
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SO my house is a mess for the first time and I don't feel like cleaning right now. I have to go to work at the comic book store soon. Then I'm coming back here and working on some videos so I can make some bill money for next week. Then I'm writing 2 new radio episodes of Monster Genocide and working on putting a...
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dodraibeid:
Fixed it. Try again.
chickwithwings:
Thanks for asking how I am... well things are their usual state of bizarre ups and downs in my world... that poem I just posted was about these weird little mini affairs I get into with an ex every so often... it can be great but it's like... happy and sad at the same time and just a whole messy world of confusion so... that was last night again for me and I'm like... oh god... not again.... what am I doing... and on the other hand I'm like.... ahhhh that was really nice.... so... just dwelling in the land of contradiction with an overactive mind trying to analyze it all... i need to like go meditate and dunk myself in the pool or something... but i think i'll go back to bed and try to get more sleep first... sorry if this is too much info but you asked so... I answered. Hope all is well with you. kiss
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Misplaced by her vision I stand nameless and invisible like thoughts.

Amber twilight might have known my name
but she was never there long enough to appreciate my presence.

She was just another
day gone by like all the
others, faded from my reflections.

Amber twilight would never tell me how she felt.
I didnt bother to ask.
She would never have told me anyway....
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mr_ruckus:
I studied Shotokan for two years and didn't really "get" anything from it. It seemed too "sporty" if that's a term. It seemed that as long as we di our katas,then we would advance.Capoeira feels so natural and flowing that I fell in love with it from day one.Plus I can get down in the cipher with kids and they be all;"Yo! That old dude gotz skillz!"
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delusion:
very nice. youve been on a role lately huh? i wish i felt similarly inspired.

and yes, it is actually on tuesday. feel free to shower me with love then. wink
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In my mind I find the bind that intertwined my thoughts on mankind.
So what if the grass doesnt grow in my yard! What yard?
So what if capitalism becomes the new world religion!
So what if kids need stronger role models then Barney!
So What if money goes digital!
So what if TV watches us!
So What if life is just a prison locked...
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burstandbloom:
is there anything in delaware
?

im looking to move from Cleveland
but probably south or west
definitely somplace warmer
snow and ice free

hows the website been going
lots o hits
casey casem style
or maybe cidy crawford house of style
i always liked cidy

hey
did you write that journal entry or delusion ?
burstandbloom:
i dig the journal entry
sometimes it is just exciting to make a list and roll with it and see what youre thinking about and how you connect things and how it comes out

it has kind of a Fight CLub feel to your journal

anyway
glad the site is rolling
i gotta check it out when i get the fucking sound on my computer fixed
the audio driver/device decided to disappear and i gotta find a computer nerd friend who can help me remedy the situation
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Designer drugs we might use in the future!

Flake!
Induces the symptoms of post traumatic stress disorder and leaves you in a state of paranoia! Good stuff.
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* Warning!! The next part of this journal is a short story of sorts that I wrote with my toes!*
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Seven minutes of stolen candy!

Morning sunlight peeks through parted blinds. Its Intrusive yellow rays lay...
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druj:
Yeah I guess for the most part...but...BUH! Alcohol+girlfriend+boyfriend= sensory overload!!! puke
delusion:
enlighten me bia, i dont understand your comment?? whatever

hows things? finding motivation? inspiration? i've been scrawling silly things all that...thank fucking god for freewrite. i love it. kiss
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Don't be fooled! It's really Thursdays Journal!

Designer drugs we might use in the future!

Flake!
Induces the symptoms of post traumatic stress disorder and leaves you in a state of paranoia! Good stuff.
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* Warning!! The next part of this journal is a short story of sorts that I wrote with my toes!*
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Seven minutes of stolen candy!

Morning sunlight peeks through...
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thejuanupsman:
heh you almost make sleep sound good. Almost. I still hate it. waste of precious time. No wonder I have insomnia. I trained my body to think sleep is abnormal.

[Edited on Jun 10, 2004 12:15AM]
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I hate most of my production staff at work, so I got off today to, as I put it, calm down, and now I can sit here and write all day if I want to! I love conflict! tongue

* To pee, or not to pee? That is the question! *

WTF RANT**

I feel like I'm standing outside of this world, or it's like I...
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thejuanupsman:
oh and on the WTF rant. I can relate man. I have felt like that a lot. Things are pretty good now though so... I hope some of my recent luck wears off on you..
thejuanupsman:
yeah you know for some reason I thought I had limited the number of people to five, and i struggled as to who to make that last person, but hell yeah man come on along you, me & josh can talk comics and hang out. hmm we will need more women though, maybe 2 women for every man. I like those odds. oh and I changed my age to present less factually accurate information, I dont want a random person from the real world to come by and recognise me.

It is a pun Juan pronounced like one, oneupsman as in besting those around you, difficult to explain actually, it is a nick name given to a superhero I played in an rpg when he assumed a fake public identity confused

you got me man that question was actually a recruitment scenario, I will be making my final selections soon so, be ready

[Edited on Jun 09, 2004 10:36PM]
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If you build it, they will come!

I heard this voice telling me this about my site www.monstergenocide.com! So it was built, and they came!
15,000 hits in 2 months. I still can't figure out how it happened. I must really be a lonely bastard if all I talk about is this site. It's the only thing I can think of for why we...
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alhim:
But on the bright side, there are woman out there! Damnit, go out there and get some man! Inspiration Comment #42564-H22
l_f:
It sounds to me like The Saga of MonsterGenocide tongue

Lord_Frous
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My site is getting so many hits it might shut down, so I had to buy more space. I fyou go to it and it's not up or your getting error signs, just give it time to reset. The audio episodes are in 4 parts to make it easier to down load and burn on CD. If you've already heard it, please tell me what...
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princesskat:
Thanks for the luv babe. kiss back at 'cha.


I'll just slap 'em around a couple of times and straighten their asses up. wink
delusion:
LD is a deathtrap and i am so freshly bitter ugh....i dont even want to hang out with me...admire your balls though..
well, ive never seen your balls but you know what i mean, your gusto, your guts...whatev

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I have to admit that Im not going back to sleep. I dont know what to do about this sleep pattern of mine but whatever.
Ive been working much harder lately, making videos and finishing the first episode of my internet audio adventure Monster Genocide! Check it our when you get the chance. I suppose Im working harder to keep my mind off the...
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princesskat:
Donde estaban todo usted cuando yo era solo? Caramba! Usted esta en todas partes ahora! No entiendo! Pero tengo a un maravilloso hombre ahora, y el me ama enormemente. No puedo quejarme.

I know..I know....but I have to say it...one day your chica won't be complaining about you either. kiss kiss kiss

miao!!

Edited to say: Please read the last part of my journal. (And laugh...please laugh.)

[Edited on Jun 07, 2004 5:41AM]
princesskat:
That's why I say what I do. I know. I try not to be her, and yes...sometimes it's the guy who plays that role, but my questions to all those people, either sex....if you're so unhappy with that person, why do you stay? Why do you cheat? For doing so, you are just as low down and dirty.

Ok, Stiggy. This was a bad idea. I was about to start writing a book! AH!

Baby, you are a doll...and she will be right under your nose waiting, when you least expect it. (At least that is where I have found the good ones!)

Kisses to you babe! kiss kiss kiss

miao!!
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The first episode of Monster Genocide is up on www.monstergenocide.com! You gotta go check it out, download it or just listen to it online, but it's at it's best when you hear it in head phones! In a few weeks we're going to be uploading the unrated outtakes so stay tuned for that!
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I just saw my two cousins graduate from Highschool! It's...
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delusion:
never dated a white guy, honey. wink
alicat:
Thanks for posting...
So do you sleep? I'm just wondering. You seem to have had a couple of fairly busy months accumulating friends and judging by the above posts you like to watch the sun come up...at leat on weekends. I suppose I have little room to talk as this site will no doubt inform you that it's after two here.

I'm going to watch my half brother graduate tommorow. I'm always pleased to see him finish something he starts. I don't say "half brother" to diminish his brotherness. I suppose I just am feeling a bit old today to have a brother just out of high school. Speaking of which, why did you withhold your age on your profile? Your photo shows your not some filthy old man or a fourteen years old so what's the secret?

P.S. Please don't think I'm being an english language snob but it's the sort of thing I would want someone to tell me, like when you have a boogy hanging out of your nose. Jimi Hendrix has one "m" in his name, foreplay is one word and finally the least important "anal spelling girl thing" rubbing has two B's.
I hope you don't think I stink now. I'm a geek and couldn't help myself.

Happy Sunday. Mmmmm Sun-Day. It's supposed to be just that for those of us in our neck of the woods. (I'm outside of Philly)

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The first episode of Monster Genocide is up on www.monstergenocide.com! You gotta go check it out, download it or just listen to it online, but it's at it's best when you hear it in head phones! I added some new info to world view and we're starting to get more pics up on the site now. In a few weeks we're going to be...
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jikarx:
ill listen this weekend smile
akirali:
That was fucking BRILLIANT man!!! The whole thing: music, sound design, writing, acting, all top notch! Well fucking done man!