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I still have Sonia on my mind. She wrote about our little dinner and coffe encounter in her LJ. The things she said were nice. I realised how much I really like her, and how much I miss her. BUT, (there's always a "but", isn't there?) I don't know how healthy it would be to persue a relationship with her. For one thing, she's going...
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Just got back from dinner and coffe with my exgirlfrind. I miss hanging out with her. It was really cool catching up. We haven't seen each other since July. Um, I really have alot on my mind about her and us but don't know how to spit it all out. I dunno. I am most likey moving soon, anyways, so I guess it doesn't really...
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Just got back from NYC and hanging with my peeps down there. Showed Portlandian, eatingchucky, how SGNY gets down. Had some fun in a photo booth with Bast. Stayed at Raven's. Tried convincing everyone, we *ARE* just friends. Made Liquid29 feed my L.I. Iced Teas all night. Watched SuicideBombah catch a large steaming pile of feces. Got drunk and sang Billy Joel with some Dutch...
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Today is gonna be a creative/artistic day. I already bought one roll of 120 film for my cool old camera. I'm gonna go through a few rolls today, I can tell already. It just sucks that the film I like using (T-Max 400: TMY 120) is just about 10 bucks a roll. and I think with my camera format I'm only getting 12 exposures, 16...
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Kisses are never safe when residue of old love is left.

How could I feel lesser when someone better walks around / waiting for you to call out.

As your cold hand grasps mine I feel unright and privileged to be able to look in your eyes / same chemical as stars.

Deformed fingers leave trails of hearts in writing. Could three words be the...
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ugh, went out with cool chick and cool guy lastnight. not really digging cool chick that much anymore. she's cute but i could barely listen to her talk for more than brief periods of time.

i got new jewelry for my ears. 00g spiraled elk horn tusks. they are fun.

to all the girlie girls that read my journal, i have a question. do you...
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I met a cool girl and a cool boy lastnight. although they arent really a girl and a boy. the girl is 6 years my senior, and the boy is nearly 10. didn't expect to meet two cool people in the biker bar. the boy is gay, and has a crush on me. the girl isnt gay and i have a crush on her. we...
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Just watched Le Pact des Loups (Brotherhood of the Wolf). It was definatly a good movie. Yes, it did deffinatly hit alot of movie genres. Drama, Love, Martial Arts, Action, Sci-Fi, and Mystery Monster. I loved the action sequences, the cinematography, the costumes, the landscapes, and the sets. A very visually entertaining movie. The story and plot of the movie was interesting to say the...
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I found two nice 120mm cameras that still work. Both are about 50-55 years old. One of em is a really nice one worth about $200. It's a Zeiss Ikon: Ikonta w/ the rare 75mm lense. (woo hoo y'all say) Anyways, monday I'm picking up some film for em. Then its off to shoot like a mad man.

Lastnight I was outside smoking a cigarette...
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**WARNING: COMBUSTIBLE**


I am totally freaking out right now. I feel this immense fire growing inside of me. It's a fire I havent't felt in a long time. It's fire that is fueled by passion. My passion is photography. A few recent events have thrown sparks at the can of gas that is my soul. It's going to explode soon.


I'm currently looking at photo...
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