starsovertibet

I quit.
I'm quitting everything in my life that doesn't make me a better person. I'm done pining over my ex, I'm done wishing for things to be what they used to, I'm done waiting for things to get better, and most of all I'm done with most of the people in my life. I'm just done with who I was, I know there's a...
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Spent a couple hours earlier playing Chronicles of Riddick: Escape from Butcher Bay. Such a good game, great mechanics, awesome story, and one of the most bad ass main characters to ever grace any size screen. It was actually kind of a nostalgia moment(haven't played the game since it first came out, stayed up all night and beat it through) the first time i crept...
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What a beautiful morning. I've spent the last four hours writing, no more writers block. Even if it's not the greatest story, it's progress, especially after months of writers block. I don't even know where the story came from, one minute I'm just sitting and rolling a cigarette, and the next there's this image of a guy dying then waking up in the woods. After...
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Saw Wolverine tonight, I dug it. First good night I've had in a while, which I find odd. The odd part is I ended up hanging out with someone I used to hate, don't hate him so much anymore.
Tomorrow should be good too, at least I hope so. Gonna go catch up with some old friends and have a couple beers. It's weird to...
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I think I hate the giant mitten that is Michigan.
"But it's a mitten," you say, "how can you hate it."
Well for starts, since moving back I've had nothing but bad luck, writers block and a broken heart. Oh plus the economy here is SHIIIIIITTTTTT!!!! The broken heart is from seeing the state I used to be proud of, used to love, fall so...
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Well today was a craptastic day. Had it out with a few friends, or rather a few people who were "friends" till I had it out with them. My best friend is trying to set my ex up with almost everybody he knows.
Are there any good people out there? Or are they just a movie myth? I'd settle for shitty friends that don't stab...
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As a habit (particularly a bad one) I tend to bottle up emotions Lately I've been realizing I don't really recognise most of my own emotions, and this is causing problems, as I don't really recognize them in other people anymore.
I used to be a very empathic person, so much that comforting a crying friend with a hug brought tears to my eyes. That...
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Erg, work, ick. Work went by really slow last night. But i guess it probably would have gone faster if i didn't call off the night before to go to the bar... eh, can't be responsible all the time. I miss Michigan, Oklahoma's too... too Oklahoma. I miss my giant mitten, I miss the shows, the old familiar hangouts and the hobos, yes the hobos....
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Yay!!! Tonight is my first of three nights off, time to party it up, not really. But I'm definitely getting some drinking done, hooray for jewish wine!!!

peace love and cheddar cheese.

work didn't suck near as bad as normal, yay!!! Got paid today, beer money!!!

Night night- zak

p.s. i realize it isn't night, but its my bed time

Rabble rabble robble robble. So work sucked as usual, smashed my left ring finger in a pulley, and added about sixteen new paper cuts to my right hand, I'm semi-covered in ink and in sore need of a shower since it's near 100 degrees in the damn building i work in. One good thing did come out of tonight, i think i figured out exactly...
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Today sucks, I just got off a 12 hour overnight shift, too broke to buy food, so i kept my stomach full of water. Haha, starving artist right, well maybe, if i had cash for materials. The last couple of days have pissed me off more and more, i keep getting awesome ideas for sculptures and paintings, but unless i want to steal, I'm not...
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