hahahah you gotta look at this site... a friend, well, riley mason has a video on it that's how i saw it, from her link but omg.. what the hell? Hahahahha
ugh duuudes.. i have this on going pain in my knee it usually bothers me when i walk down stairs or up... so yeah bending...and back a couple summers ago i was running and i hurt that same leg, knee & ankle... now its acting up again (it has been months) and now that im running again.. its starting to get worse. shit. might have... Read More
*learn to play guitar again
*learn more languages
*learn and make kick ass videos with adobe editors
*paint more and get better at that
i have so much time on my hands its awful. no jobie. i need to do as many positive things as possible or i'll end up drinking and crawling into a hole.
I love eyes
seeing human reflection
the way women's pussy looks from behind & ass
finding old notes
sleeping with a tiny pillow that says 'bitch' all over it
looking at scars remembering why
looking at my hands/fingers thinking about how much i've touched in my life since i was little
the little hard spot in your pierced ear that... Read More
MY LOVE STARLA!!
I loved your letter !!!!!!!!!!!! she arrived there a few weeks ago, my father forgot to hand in my hands !!!!!!! I need to translate it, but I can tell you that I loved !!!!! thank you so muchhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!! yahhhh im happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ok new day. my post yesterday was too depressing for it to be my current one. meh.
i have a doc appointment tomorrow. oh yay.
maybe i can figure out some of whats going on in my head...
i feel absolutely terrible today.
im giving up something i love because i am so unstable.
i just want to crawl in this blanket and cry and cry and cry.
i miss being a child.
now all i want to do is drink until i cant remember. i fucking hate myself.
This world wasn't ready for me, or maybe i wasn't ready for it.
You should give it a try, even it is only a placebo it seems to be working for me, tastes nice too.
What's wrong with you, are you down about something?
Glad you like my shoes, I'm tempted to get these next!
If you need someone to talk to at anytime you know where I am, can't promise to make you feel better but just talking sometimes helps.
So i've had a lot on my mind lately as usual and been very up and down.. which isn't unusual for me.. but im starting to seriously wonder if im some sort of bipolar / manic .. i mean i may just need a mood stabilizer. I have for a lonnnnng time been a very flighty person... biting someone's head off at one minute and... Read More
Thanks honey!
comparing me to Ane Hatheway is like the best compliment ever, thanks so much <3
i'm sorry you are going through this, i really hope the doctor is able to help you.
ps: i use Final cut on MAC, and adobe premier when i worked on a PC.