starisea

I can manage it, but I find that the deeper the feelings I had the longer it takes and the harder it is.

i don't know...for me, i tend to oscillate between the two with certain people. not so much with others. most everything has fuzzy edges for me these days.

i do know, though, that seemingly all things in our world (the real one, they call it) have a beginning and an end - the temporary nature lends an immediacy and beauty to life. it's here, it's gone - the japanese call it mono no aware.

wow, now i'm waxing all milan kundera on ya.