star_struck

Sometimes life can get so confusing. So I got married really young and neither of us was really ready. We both made some mistakes and now we have been seperated for a little over 2 years now. We have a pretty good friendship and spend alot of time together taking care of our little girl. A few times in the last 2 years we have tried to get back togther, but it seems to end in arguing over stupid stuff. He is seeing a girl now and I met her a couple weeks ago and I can see that he puts so much effort in to making her happy and I dont understand why he would never do that for me. Dont get me wrong he is a very nice guy that will do almost anything for me burt when it came to the important stuff the really important stuff he would blow me off for his friends and make stupids desions instead of suporting his family. Anyway I started writing this to vent and say that im so confused and part of me wants to make things work with him but I know he's not anywhere near ready to be a grown up yet.

And i'm left drowning in my own feelings