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So here I am again.
Whoa. I was playing with a pen and a lighter. Not a good combination, apparently. Well, not mixed with my morbidly strange boredom. So I lit the tip of the pen thinking it would make the ink... something. But the tip just came off, so I started doodling on a piece of paper with the ink pouring out of the pen, and then forgot about it... until I saw pen marks all over my desk. Yeah, transfered from the paper to the sleave of my coat to everywhere else. Let's hear it for dumb luck: cheap dark blue stain resistant coat and blue ink pen. Oh yeah.

Anyway, things with Kate are going good so far. Mucho... fun. Except we just now kind of argued because the train tickets sold out before I got the money to buy one, and she had said she would go whatever way I went, but then changed her mind when the time came. So I was mad at her and she was mad at me, and I said fine and she said bye. But she called back. She doesn't apologize, but I know that's what she means. ::gasp:: Speaking of which, she yelled at her mom today, actually it was completely random. But she apologized and I was in awe. Katie does not apologize for outbursts unless it's me or Bobby. Me because I give her this disappointed yet blank "I've seen this before" puppy dog look, and Bobby because she's fucking him. Okay, that was crude, but... man I hate that kid. Anyway, maybe it's a good sign. A new pattern.
I can hope.