Ew. I woke up this morning at my mom's house and I was already miserable. Maybe I had a bad dream. But then as I'm laying down just thinking, my sister is talking on the phone to this girl I hate and she's talking about how she had sex last night.. in detail. First, it's gross because it's my sister. Second, what happened to her Christian ideals... she was supposedly serious about no sex before marriage. Third, why is she getting some when I'm not? I mean, anyone who knows her would ask the same question. Other people I know I'm just jealous and bitter because they have it and I don't. But Joanna, no, I'm just pissed off, I mean, am I that bad? Ugh. Nevermind, you'd have to know her. Ew. Why can't I stop thinking about it? Okay so I made myself come off as arrogant and ridiculous in this entry. I swear that's not me at all. ::shakes head::
rumrunner:
hang in there doll
