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So this is my very first suicidegirls diary entry. I have one on diaryland, so I probably won't really use this one. Except maybe if I'm writing things I don't want people who know me to know about. What a contradiction, right? ::sigh:: I'm sorry I can't be honest. I'm only just starting to be more honest with myself. These things don't happen all at once. Ah, that was an excuse my dad might have used, except he wouldn't have put it the same way. He would have said ::teary eyes:: I'm trying. I swear, this time, I'm really trying. I want to get better. It's important to me. I love you. I'm so sorry, and I don't have the right to ask, but please forgive me. Yeah, there was always a "but" with him. Anyway... think I got more personal than I meant to in this entry...