So I haven't written about this yet, because, well, it makes me look bad. 
But I want to write about it, so I'll have to get over any embarassment now. So I stopped going to school a while ago and it's too late to finish without having to stay longer than I should have. So I scrapped that idea and decided to get a GED,...
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But I want to write about it, so I'll have to get over any embarassment now. So I stopped going to school a while ago and it's too late to finish without having to stay longer than I should have. So I scrapped that idea and decided to get a GED,... Read More
So look, here's another entry. I'm gracing you all with real thoughts this time, too. ::rolls eyes at self::
So I think I've been in a bad mood lately because of the romance novels I read. Those damn things, they put the idea in your head that after tragedy comes perfection and love and happiness, but it's just not true in the real world. And...
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So I think I've been in a bad mood lately because of the romance novels I read. Those damn things, they put the idea in your head that after tragedy comes perfection and love and happiness, but it's just not true in the real world. And...
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bob_dobalina:
reading about happiness and romance may seem like it is better in novels than it is in the real world but i think that the things you experience are better than fiction because its what you do and feel that makes it real. you are the one that has influence on what happens next rather than some words on a page that can't be changed.
i met someone a while ago who hailed from hempfield, pa. i thought that it had to be the coolest town ever but she told me that it was kinda lame.
i met someone a while ago who hailed from hempfield, pa. i thought that it had to be the coolest town ever but she told me that it was kinda lame.
sqxcm:
slipinsin: Indeed that is eeyore on my shirt. 
So you want to read Laurell K. Hamilton, that's cool. If you like mystery, detective kind of books you'll probably like her. I'm more partial to the Anita Blake series, but Merry Gentry is a detective (although the first book in that series only talks about it for the first few chapters... haven't read any after the first yet) and if you read Anita, whatever you do, start with the first book in the series (Guilty Pleasures)... unless you're more into reading about sex than character evolution and plot lines, then I'd suggest a more current book, like Narcissus in Chains, Cerulean Sins, or Incubus Dreams, which I haven't read yet.
The book you're reading sounds pretty cool. I might have to check it out.
bpd: Well, I can't argue with that. Yeah, I think everyone gets bored of their hometown because you see it everyday and you just get sick of it. Although, maybe I'm wrong and Pittsburgh just sucks, or Pennsylvania, for that matter.
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So you want to read Laurell K. Hamilton, that's cool. If you like mystery, detective kind of books you'll probably like her. I'm more partial to the Anita Blake series, but Merry Gentry is a detective (although the first book in that series only talks about it for the first few chapters... haven't read any after the first yet) and if you read Anita, whatever you do, start with the first book in the series (Guilty Pleasures)... unless you're more into reading about sex than character evolution and plot lines, then I'd suggest a more current book, like Narcissus in Chains, Cerulean Sins, or Incubus Dreams, which I haven't read yet.
The book you're reading sounds pretty cool. I might have to check it out.
bpd: Well, I can't argue with that.
Yeah, I think everyone gets bored of their hometown because you see it everyday and you just get sick of it. Although, maybe I'm wrong and Pittsburgh just sucks, or Pennsylvania, for that matter.[Edited on Oct 18, 2004 9:49PM]
Well, I want to write here, but I just wrote in the other place I write, so I'm just pasting that...
...Oh, and yesterday I visited Michael. We were supposed to just hang out and he was going to cook steak, baked potato, and peas. We ended up shopping for a winter coat for me, though. We ended up getting two! It was crazy, because...
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...Oh, and yesterday I visited Michael. We were supposed to just hang out and he was going to cook steak, baked potato, and peas. We ended up shopping for a winter coat for me, though. We ended up getting two! It was crazy, because...
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So yesterday and today were good days. Only the friend brought me down. Yesterday I worked, which I love, because it's a good environment with new, seemingly good people, and mo' money. The only critisism I have is not enough hours, but I've discussed that with a manager and it's all good now. Anyway, I have this problem where I always feel like I don't...
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So I tried to post a picture... I fail miserably. ::shakes head:: I put up a picture that I like, as far as pictures of me go, but whereas the picture usually looks fine, the quality looked terrible when I put it up on the site. So I tried to hurry and delete it before anyone could see my crappy picture. Didn't work. Apparently there...
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destro:
welcome to SG pittsburgh kiddo.
sqxcm:
Thanks guys.
So I've calmed down about the friend... Maybe it's not fair to get so upset about it... I mean, we've been friends for at least two years so I know she gets like that sometimes, and I'm still friends with her. So I should just take the bad with the good and stop fucking complaining. I mean, is it really fair to be so outraged...
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So I went to Philly for a week. I just got back tonight. I was going to visit my friend, Katie, who just left to go to Temple about a month ago. I missed her terribly, just not all of her... her temper, for example... or her childishness. I spent the week in limbo, stuck between feeling horrible and glad to be with her. I...
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slipinsin:
Poisonous friends... You want to push them away and pull them close at the same time... Eventually, you will have to stand up for yourself. It won't be fun. But, a real friend will listen to you, realize that they've bee hurting you, and change their behavior... If not, then, sad as it may be, they're not really a friend.
People close to me have preyed upon my insecurities in the past as well. They made friendly jokes that were actually quite spiteful underneath the surface. They tried to make me feel inferior to them. They wanted a follower, not an equal... I never had the courage to have that talk with them. However, I did change. They treat me more as an equal now. They don't have a choice. They have no ground to stand on above me. The thing is, I still wish I would have said something...
I hope things get better for you...
On a lighter note: Welcome to SG! Pittsburgh's a great city! I love visiting there. What school do you go to, and what do you study?
David the Knome fucking kicks-ass!!! I LOVED watching that when I was a kid. Haven't seen it in years though. Do they have re-runs on any certain channel? What I liked the most was that they all lived for several hundred years. Much better than the short time we get here...
Schlitzvytz! (Is that how you spell it? LoL)
People close to me have preyed upon my insecurities in the past as well. They made friendly jokes that were actually quite spiteful underneath the surface. They tried to make me feel inferior to them. They wanted a follower, not an equal... I never had the courage to have that talk with them. However, I did change. They treat me more as an equal now. They don't have a choice. They have no ground to stand on above me. The thing is, I still wish I would have said something...
I hope things get better for you...
On a lighter note: Welcome to SG! Pittsburgh's a great city! I love visiting there. What school do you go to, and what do you study?
David the Knome fucking kicks-ass!!! I LOVED watching that when I was a kid. Haven't seen it in years though. Do they have re-runs on any certain channel? What I liked the most was that they all lived for several hundred years. Much better than the short time we get here...
Schlitzvytz! (Is that how you spell it? LoL)
sqxcm:
Thanks for the advice... The thing is I've tried many times and unsuccessfully at that. It's just hard to stand up to someone for a long period of time as it's just not in my nature. I just seem to forget why I would ever find a fault in the person. Thanks also for the welcome to SG. Personally I'm not crazy about Pittsburgh, but that's just me. I'm actually not in college yet, but I plan to go to Pitt... possibly for psychology.
I used to love that show. I haven't seen any re-runs, but I hope someone will come up with the idea soon.
I used to love that show.
I haven't seen any re-runs, but I hope someone will come up with the idea soon.So this is my very first suicidegirls diary entry. I have one on diaryland, so I probably won't really use this one. Except maybe if I'm writing things I don't want people who know me to know about. What a contradiction, right? ::sigh:: I'm sorry I can't be honest. I'm only just starting to be more honest with myself. These things don't happen all at...
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destro:
welcome to SG land.
norritt:
hi